archives.

untitled 2.

i try, to love and
to feel love/d
i yearn to feel love/d

perhaps, i give in way too
much, before it makes sense or
has a serene aura about it
perhaps, i'm subconsciously desperate
perhaps, i yearn to be saved.

perhaps, i feel lost & alone
i feel like the matrix is too much for me
but what did i ever do wrong?
what did i do to feel this romantic confusion?

but who did i hurt that put a curse
on my love life?
all i want is to be [saved]

i want to get back as much as i give in
i want to be happy,
i yearn to & i deserve to
so who shall it be, that [saves] me
in this matrix we call life
who shall it be that blesses me with love?

i want just to feel love,
to live, and to be love/d. :(