Why Didn't You Kill Me Before I Was Born?

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Written When I Was 13....

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My fear for the future is killing me inside

I don't wish to live yet I don't want to die

I look around me and see no one by my side

this makes me give up, this makes me want to give up and cry

Your words hurt me,

pierce me like a thorn...

Why Didn't you kill me before I was born?

You never encouraged me to ever do well

Every time I stood up, you made sure that I fell

Why you are my enemy, I really don't know

why don't you let me and my confidence grow?

I feel lost in myself, broken and torn...

Why didn't you kill me before I was born?

In my short past, I have learnt a lot

always gave more than what I ever got,

my little mistakes would haunt me throughout my life,

stood against me, never let me survive.

I fear the future and darkness of dawn

Why didn't you kill me before I was born?

I wish you had killed me before I was born...

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Everyone Has A Reason To Live.. Put Your Hand On Your Chest.. Feel That? It's Your Heart Beat.. Your Here For A Reason...

Stay Strong Soldier <3

~ Skylar x

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