Written When I Was 13....
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My fear for the future is killing me inside
I don't wish to live yet I don't want to die
I look around me and see no one by my side
this makes me give up, this makes me want to give up and cry
Your words hurt me,
pierce me like a thorn...
Why Didn't you kill me before I was born?
You never encouraged me to ever do well
Every time I stood up, you made sure that I fell
Why you are my enemy, I really don't know
why don't you let me and my confidence grow?
I feel lost in myself, broken and torn...
Why didn't you kill me before I was born?
In my short past, I have learnt a lot
always gave more than what I ever got,
my little mistakes would haunt me throughout my life,
stood against me, never let me survive.
I fear the future and darkness of dawn
Why didn't you kill me before I was born?
I wish you had killed me before I was born...
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Everyone Has A Reason To Live.. Put Your Hand On Your Chest.. Feel That? It's Your Heart Beat.. Your Here For A Reason...
Stay Strong Soldier <3
~ Skylar x
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