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50.9k people liked this parkdaily Hey y'all, I'm fine, just on a getaway with someone very close to me. I'm turning off comments because I'm sick of you guys asking if I'm okay, because yes I'm fine. Thanks bye. #ootd #parkdaily ____________________________________ Minyoung POV
Have you ever been in so much pain that you just stop feeling pain?
And it just feels even more terrible because you're watching yourself be put through something that you know is painful, but you're so broken mentally that it doesn't even register.
Well that was my life one week into being held captive by Oh Jangjun.
The guy was psychotic.
After spending an hour confessing his undying love to me, he'd try to do the unthinkable.
I had developed a natural reaction for how to get him off so it never went that far, but that didn't mean he hadn't stolen my dignity in other ways.
It had only been a week but I was already feeling hopeless.
I was in some basement in a random house, tied down to a bed most of the time.
The only time I was free from my bondings was when I needed to pee, eat, shower, or pose for a photo which he would control because he wanted to make the public believe that I was okay.
Every time I tried to resist him, he'd get furious and beat me in ways I won't even dare to describe.
So I learned to keep my mouth shut and only anger him when I really needed to.
But the worst pain, was the one in my heart.
I missed my loved ones like nothing else.
I missed Hoseok's playfulness and total support of Namjoon and I. I missed Yoongi's subtle acceptance and approval our relationship. I missed Jungkook being moody that Namjoon had me instead of him. I missed Taehyung's childish teasing. I missed Jin's jokes and how protective he was of me. I missed my sister and how goofy she was. I missed Sooah who was my literal wife from day one. And most of all, I missed him. The one who made me feel safe even in the most dire of situations. The one who was there for me at the drop of a hat. The one that made me feel loved and worthy of love. I missed Namjoon.
But instead, I was stuck with Oh Jangjun.
He was currently feeding me some awful tasting porridge that he had made.
Side note, Jangjun cooked the shittiest food I had ever eaten in my entire life. I literally had to fight back vomiting every time. But I couldn't not eat, simply because though he had already broken me enough, I still had to hold on to the small sense of spirit I had left.
