I'm Fine | tk |

❤️(╭☞•́⍛•̀)╭☞ 18

I was excited to meet Hyung. As soon as I came back from college I went to take a bath and then marched towards Hyung's house.

I rang the bell and aunt came , "Good evening aunt! Where's Taehyung hyung?"

"Ohh kookie, he must be in his room ."

"Okh alright!"

"Ahh Jungkook, he's a little bit down, can you cheer him up a little bit?"

"Yes aunt, of course, but what happened?"

"Ohh I scolded him way too much today. He wants to go on a trip with his friends but I'm not letting him coz you know Jeun is also at home, and we can't let her stay alone in the house after we go to office."

"Hmmm alright I get it , I'll try to make hyung understand this."

"Thanks kookie I'll send your favorite cupcakes today."

"Thanks auntie."

I went upstairs towards Hyung's room, it was open and I saw Hyung curled up on the mattresses.

"Awww he must have cried a lot, he's sleeping with that painful face. He must have tired himself of crying to sleep like this."

"Aww look at that pillow it's still wet due to his tears."

I sat beside him and saw his face having dry tears, puffed eyes and red lips.

I softly ruffled his hair back from his forehead and I whispered, "hyung!"

He opened his eyes a little bit and saw it was me so he snuggled closer to me putting his head on my lap.

"Aww are you sad hyung?"

"Hm", he replied pouting.

"What happened baby?"

"Ammhnm", he replied shaking his head no.

"Uhh? Nothing happened?"

"Hm"

"Then why are you sad?"

He said nothing and snuggle closer curling his hands on my thighs.
I said nothing letting him settle for a while.

After a while, he said with a little voice, "mom!"

"Yes hyung? Mom what?"

"She thinks she never gave me happiness." A tear dropped from his eyes and landed on my thighs.
I ruffled his hair again letting him continue.

"She is not satisfied with me, I'm not a good child."

"No, hyung you're the best, you are just thinking too much."

"I'm just confused and all these feelings mixing up are making me sad."

"I know it happens when things get pilled up and all the feelings just start overflowing with emotions, we don't know how to control them. I know you are mad at Jeun but you also don't want to blame her. I know you want to go on a trip but you also don't want to disrespect your mom's decision. I know it hurts you when somehow your mom thinks that she is not a good mother, and she did not raise you well. You feel sad that you are not making your mom happy instead you are making her blame herself. Hyung , you know something , you are the best son I've even seen and you know your mom loves you . Stay positive everything will be alright. Hmm?", I said ruffling his hair and stroking his cheeks in between to comfort him.

"Now look up", I made him face me and I saw his tears flowing on his cheeks. I rubbed them away while softly stroking his cheeks.

He was staring deep at me and I also couldn't take my eyes off him. My stroking slowly went to his lip when I suddenly started touching his lips circling them with fingers.

"Hyung!"

"Hm"

"You fine now?"

"Hmm"

"Hmm", I sighed but still staring at his lips.

"Your lips are pretty hyung , they're so cute." I said still stroking his lips exploring them with my fingers.

"Your eyes too , they are so deep !" I said seeing him in his eyes which were shining due to little tears in them.

"Hmm", he just hummed.

I eyed him once again and said with a little confidence, "Tae you said you like licking fingers. I wanna see you do that. Can you show me that now?"

He shot his eyes up but again diverted on my fingers which were touching his lips.

He was blank for a while and I knew he'll say no but as soon as I was going to remove my hands from his face, he held my wrist and took my hand towards his mouth.

He eyed me once again before putting my fingers in his mouth. He sucked on my two fingers while closing his eyes. His both hands clutching my wrist to support him. His tongue swirled around the two and I lost how he looked while swirling his tongue.

This is insane , how can he be so beautiful?

My fingers could feel his mouth as his tongue kept on twitching between them. The part under his tongue is so soft and whenever my finger touched there , he flinched a little bit. The sweet sounds he was making were so soothing. I never knew Hyung could sound like this.

He started sucking on them giving them little bops every while, as his eyes were staring at me intensely.

I never knew having my fingers licked can be this sinful. He was too good at it. I could imagine him sucking me.
Oh god , save me ! This is insane!

With a few more suck he left my fingers with pop leaving no sign of his waters.
The warmness from his mouth to my fingers could be felt as I was deeply staring at my fingers which were now away from his warmth. The wetness was still there but was soon drying because of air. I wanted more.

"Jungkook?" He sweetly said.

I shot my eyes up from my hands and saw him sweetly staring at me .

"Yes hyung?"

"Thank you for cheering me , thankyou for always being there."

"It's alright hyung , sometimes you need someone to let your heart out and I'm happy to be that for you."

"Sure" he shyly nodded.

"And that ...... suck you gave me was ahmm awesome." I smirked.

"Yaaa it was just a lick", he shyly replied.

"Haha sure now you wanna go down or wanna stay here?" I said, extending my arms for hug.

He snuggled closer in my embrace and said, "I wanna stay here for a while."

I smiled and welcomed him. He put his head on my shoulders and rested there.

"Jungkook, sing me a song!"

"Ahh song? Umm okay "

While I was singing for Taehyung, Jeun suddenly showed up on the door.
I signaled her hush with fingers that I'll explain later what happened.

She nodded her head and left with a smile. I continued to caress hyung's sides and singing sweet melody in his ears which drifted him into sleep. I slowly put his head on the pillow and left the room with a smile.