Stealing Niall's Heart

Live Like Were Young Part 1: 'Back Stage Pass'

As we drove back to the my house to pick up the stuff I needed for the concert Harry finally drove. He said he finally wanted to figure out how to get to Alanah's house too so he didn't need Niall to always come and get her. It didn't bother me one bit, because that meant me and Niall got the back seat, I put my head on his shoulder and watched the scenery thought the window. He had one arm around me and was holding my hand with the other, he gave my head a kiss and then softly nudged me to look at him. he had a nervous look on his face as he looked at me, I gave his a questioning glance "Everything okay Niall?" I asked softly.

He nodded, "Just wondering if I could come inside with you when you go up to get your stuff?" he still looked nervous as he swallowed hard.

I smiled softly "Yea, of course" I said touching his face "Are you sure your feeling okay your kinda clammy?" I had a look of concern on my face.

He smiled at me but didn't say anything, "Its the nerves" I heard Harry say from the drivers seat, we made eye contact in the rear view mirror "Hes always getting that look before a concert, we all handle it differently" He said smiling at me.

I nodded and rested my head on Niall's chest again. If it was just nerves from the concert then why did I feel like what harry just said was just as much of a fib as Niall saying he was fine. I pushed it away, this was suppose to be a fun day, my head needed to shut up. I closed my eyes and breathed in Niall's scent it always seemed to calm me down, I wrapped my arms around him and snuggled closer. He wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on mine. 

"We are going to go pick up Alanah's stuff from her house" Harry said dropping me and Niall off at my house. I gave a smile and a nod and then they drove off. Niall was still being a little weird, but I was trying to keep my mind off of it. He held my hand tightly as we walking inside the house, 

"Mom" I called out as we walked into the living room, She was sitting on the couch cuddled up with Jerad watching the news "I'm going to pick up my stuff for the concert, the guys said we could go with them while they got ready for the concert is that okay?" I asked her as we stood near the foot of the stairs. 

"Yea that's fine Bex, I just want you home before midnight okay" she said smiling at us, I nodded and as I turned to walk up the stairs I was stopped in my tracks when Niall didn't move. He was standing there staring at my mom like a statue, his face was as white as paper and he looked like he was sweating.

"Niall?" I asked softly, he turned to me and tried to give me a big smile but I saw the fear in his face.

"I wanted to talk to your mom about something, I'll catch up with you in a minute okay?" he asked with a shaky voice. I nodded slowly, and then let go of his hand reluctantly. I walked up the stairs leaving him standing in there looking like a nervous wreck. 

When I got upstairs I felt like I was going to cry, why was he acting like this, he hadn't acted weird all morning till it was time to go. I shook it off and started going thought my closet trying to pick something out to wear for the concert.

Niall's Point Of View:

I stood there staring at Bex mom, I didn't know how the hell I was going to ask her, my hands wear sweaty and  felt like I was going to throw up.

"Niall?" Bex's mom asked a little confused. I swallowed hard and then walked and sat on the sofa opposite of them.

I took a deep breath and then just threw it out "I'm going to be leaving soon, and I'll be gone for a while and I wont be able to see Rebeka for a long time" I said quickly. They just looked at me waiting for me to continue "I was wondering if the last night that I'm in L.A. I could possible sleep here, with Rebeka. Now I don't mean anything sexual, we could sleep here in the living room, I'll sleep on the floor and she could take the couch. I just want to spend my last night close to her, I really like your daughter, I have never felt this way about another girl before. It actually scares me how much I like her. If you say no, I will completely understand and I will respect your wishes fully." I spat out quickly, I sat up straight scared shit-less that they were just going to kick me out and tell me I wasn't allowed to ever see Rebeka again. I was breathing so quickly I thought I was going to hyperventilate, my heart was pounding in my chest and my mouth was dry.