Roses Are Red

Roses Are Red ( The Woods)

I feel so weak i haven't seen the sun or felt the wind in my hair for so long.....I really just want to die, but i know that it will never happen. I asked him what he wanted with me but all he can say is,

"You will know soon enough." So all i can do now is wait...

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It had been sometime since we heard of Sam's death, Max and I still find our selves crying for no reason. The police say that he fell down a steep hill and landed in the gully, but all the people who knew him said that he knew how to climb he had been to Mt Kilimanjaro and had climbed to the top, Oh Sam why you It's not fair.

The same thought went through my head on the way home, I was walking home by myself today because Holly was on holiday in Brighton with her mother and farther, Max was at home sick again. He had been sick an awful lot since Sam was found, I don't think that he could face going to school without his best friend.

CRUNCH CRUNCH CRUNCH....... I had taken the short cut today through to woods, Really I wanted to take some flowers to the place where Sam had been found.......CRUNCH CRUNCH, i stood still but i could still hear CRUNCH CRUNCH...... i just stood still and listened but the sound came to a stop and then all of a sudden SNAP!!!.... a twig must have broken but i ran and dropped the flowers. I ran all the way home i didn't even turn around to see who or what it was, My mother came into the hall to see what was wrong. I just said to her that I was running from a bee that had been trying to sting me. My mother walked well no my mother kind of floated instead of walked any way she went off into the kitchen. I went up to see how Max was doing, he was all curled up on his bed and he was still the only movement was the rise fall of his chest.

"Max?" I paused at the foot of his bed "Maxie are you awake?"

"durrr cauu ee mackieee" he mumbled

"I'm sorry Max i don't speak marshin" I said with a smile, He sat up and looked at me,

"Don't call me Maxie" in a muffled voice he said to himself " Sam called me Maxie"

"I'm sorry Max I...I didn't know"

"It's okay little sis, Hey are you okay you look like you've seen a ghost"

"Well not a ghost exactly, but i have a feeling that someone was fowling me today in the woods." I waited for what I had just said to sink in, Over the next hour i told Max everything that had happened. He told me not to worry and it was probably just a fox or a badger or something..

If only it had been an animal, Then maybe i wouldn't have a story to tell. Oh how i wish that it wasn't the man who would know control my life......