Today is day one.
It's funny. Me laying here, thinking about what I should be doing. Yet, all I can think about is YOU! Your voice, your eyes and that smile.
Something has come over me. Something, that I didn't know I was capable of. Locking that part of me away, in a glass cupboard was to keep me safe. Keep me, from falling. I was safe, in the glass cupboard looking out.
Then you showed up, and I broke. Not in a bad way. But, I never knew I was capable of feeling this way.
Your smile. Your eyes. You being goofy, opened up my eyes. My eyes into a world of, the term Crush.
I never knew I was capable of this thing called a crush. Not because I never experienced it. But rather when one is treated like they are worthless, they shut the door on feelings. For fear that if it opens, they will be hurt.
For years I kept it closed. Never allowing myself to feel like this.
I had a boyfriend yes, but he was not in love with me, was not romantic and did not value me. He hurt me, in ways I never thought was possible.
As a result, I was a wasted space in the house and in his life. Never to know what it is like to be loved.
Then you happened.
