Fire Meet Gasoline

Chapter Seven

Adam's pov

Like I said, this was the most awkward ride ever.

I was quiet almost the entire time, and so was Lawrence. But he more likely seemed nervous to talk, not that he didn't want to.

Did he feel what I felt?
Did he thought that if he'll talk, he'll mess up?
Did he have any feelings for me at all?

Why Such a questions? I've had a few girlfriends before, girlfriends, and I wasn't like this with any of them.

Out of nowhere I'm falling for a man.

Why?
Why Lawrence?
Why him?
Is it because of his eyes?
Or the kindness?
He seemed really Intimidating first.

I sighed, looking out of the window. I watched trees, darkened skies. Another trees...

I was thinking about talking to Lawrence about the feeling I'm having; this thought made me uniquely high chested.

It's all weird.

It's all bad bat and certain dead...
but I want what I want and I gonna get it.
Feels like hot ash, dead match, and only smoke will be left.

I felt like it.

Then I grinned. This reminded me to a song I loved; it was one of the soft songs I really rarely listened to.

"What are you thinking about?"
Lawrence noticed me smiling.

I looked at him and then to the front window.

"I just remembered a song I like."

"What's it called?"

"Fire meet gasoline." I bit my lip.

It reminds me of everything that is happening between me and Lawrence, when I remember the lyrics.

Suddenly the song plays.

I looked at Lawrence, kinda shocked.

He laughed and looked at me, with his aqua blue shinning eyes, making me blush immediately.

Flame you came from me, fire meet gasoline, fire meet gasoline, I'm burning alive.

The song played.

"I can barely breath, when you're here loving me" I murmured the song under my breath.

It made my day.

And I'm not stressed anymore.
It worked, for a while.

Until--

"We're here."

Lawrence said.

I looked at him, as he parked.

I don't know what-- but something turned me on that much, I was close to kiss him.

It's like some kind of tourette syndrom.. I can't control myself.

I just smiled and looked around, not getting out of his car.

I frowned. Where are we? This looks like a Warehouse.

I should've been thinking about that He kidnapped me.

No.
No, I totally wasn't.

I trusted him, and I didn't understand why. I didn't want to trust him. I don't trust people this easily, because-- people are bitches. And I've never had friends that were always by my side. I've never had good friends.

With my head full of thoughts I looked to window, that was by my side and--

I gasped.

There was someone standing outside with a-- what was that? A pig mask! It was creepy!

I looked at Lawrence.

"Hey hey, what is it?" He asked with a soothing tone.

I looked back to the window and my breath went quicker. It disappeared.

"There was-- someone outside" I choked out.

Lawrence raised a brow and looked from his own window.

"There's no one there. It could've been one of the drunk people here."

He calmed me down.
Yeah.
It could be a drunk idiot.
This happenes, Adam, do you remember? This happens at parties.

I took a deep breath and laughed quietly.

"Yeah. You're right."

I opened the door and got out of the car, so Lawrence did.

I walked to him from the other side of the car.

He rubbed my back with a smile on his face.

His smile could change the world.
His kindness towards me could change the world.

Lawrence.
I think I'm going to like him.

...And It's dangerous.
Because I know when I will, I'll hide it.
Because I know when I will, there's no other way than tell him.
Because I'm afraid of rejection.
Because I'm afraid of loosing him at all.

This is dangerous. I'm afraid. I have to be strong.
I have to fight my demons.
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Is jigsaw coming for them?
What does Lawrence feels towards Adam?
What will happen at the party?

TO BE CONTINUED!

Heyyy! This episode was a bit shorter.

The song "fire meet gasoline" belongs to goodness, SIA.
It's her song.
Listen to it. It's nice :)

Have a great day.
Love,
Rita