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Lawrence's povWhen I drove to my house, Adam fell asleep.
It was a relief for me, so I got out of my bmw and ran for my stuff I needed, like Notebook and clothes.
I was shaken up. Why? Because it kinda freaks you out seeing your loved one like that.
In the state Adam was in.
In the middle of a crowded hospital, crying, and shaking. With his hands onto his face, and knees almost breaking down.
I shook my head.
I went back to my car and looked at him.
He still slept.
He's so sweet. I don't understand why they treated him like that. I'm going to beat that fucker who did this to him, that's for sure.
I sighed and stroked his hair. He moved his head to the other side.
I smiled and kissed his cheek, letting him sleep.
So, I started driving and we were at Adam's apartment soon.
I didn't bother waking him up, he needed sleep, he needed rest and calm, so I took him up to my arms, and with my entire strength I've got I carried him.
When I arrived, I placed him on the bed.
It's just six o'clock, and he's sleeping. What will he do at night?
I sighed and sad down to him.
“Poor thing.. You don't deserve any of that.” I whispered and kissed his hand.
I watched him and he still slept. That's when I covered him by a blanket I took from my house and layed down to him.
I was afraid to fall asleep.
I still had the scene in my head.
The scene of Adam, breaking down in public. And he'd never do that. He's a strong person.
It must've scared him a lot.
I sighed and started stroking his cheek with my thumb, watching him while thinking.
I'll be there for him. I want to be there for him... I've decided to risk this.
To risk my heart for him.
I know he's a good guy. At first he doesn't seem like that, but he has a big heart.
Then he moved and opened his eyes.
I smiled.
He did too and cuddled his head to my chest.
“Will you stay?” He whispered.
“I will, don't worry” I said and wrapped my arms around him, holding him close to my body.
I'd like to think he's mine.
I put my chin to his hair.
And again, I felt guilty. Because of Alison. I should divorce with her. I don't want to hurt Adam more, than he already is.
Yet when I saw his tears. The dry tears on his pink cheeks.
I wanted to cry now.
I bite my lip and took a deep breath.
I closed my eyes, and that's when I fell asleep.
Adam's pov
I woke up. All I could feel... Was warmth.
I smiled, knowing it was Lawrence.
He's so cute. I saw him sleeping when I opened my eyes-- are there dry tears on his face?
Did he cry?
Why?
Why did he cry? Because of me?
I placed my hand on his cheek and my stomach flipped again.
Fuck. Okay. I might be in love. In love. Which I never was.
I took a deep breath. That's bullshit, Adam. You never loved anyone.
You don't trust anyone, remember?
Will I end up hurt?
....I Wonder........
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