I'll wait for you

Blossom Tree

Blossom trees always gave me a special feeling but I didn't know it would be this special...

"Can it be that it's telling me something?" Rua thought out loud. Rua never experienced something as destiny or faith because she never believed in such things but after the feeling that she gets every time she sees the blossom tree makes her believe in something she hasn't experienced yet....

"What are you thinking about?" Her best friend Angelina came to her running.

"Oh hi" Rua answered

"Don't tell me your thinking about your crush again, Rua it's been 5 years already" Asked Angelina frustrated

"Oh please, it's not my fault, like every time Hyunjae talk to me I can't control my feelings towards him, I'm trying to stop crushing on him you know"

"What are you guys talking about?" Their guy best friend Mark appears

"Hi Mark" Angelina greeted him while blushing

Ugh just great another year of trying to make myself clear with Mark so that he knows that I don't like him the way he does. I've been trying to do that for 5 years now. Sometimes I really regret asking him to be my friend at that time, cuz he makes things so difficult for me. Let me explain how it turned out.. So neither did Angelina or Mark were friends back then, when I first started at this school, me the very nice girl went and asked both of them to be my friends cause both of them were bullied from our classmates so I was the one who got them out of the hell simply if you could say that, especially Mark... Since then he catched feelings for me and it spread through the whole school for some reason...

"Oh hi" Rua said avoiding eye contact

As we walked our way to school, that got me feeling so tired. Ugh I wish summer break could last forever😒😒

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Silent

I gotta break this silence right? Yes, I have to, let's do it!

"So what have you guys been up to in the summer break?" Rua asked

Finally something was said.... And me? I was just spacing out in my own world.. Again... It's just something I can't control, I've been having mental health problems how did I know? I actually did a test online.. And I can't even ask for help not even from my mom. Even if I tried to explain to her she would just ask me a lot of questions and I really don't have the energy to sit there and listen to her anymore. I guess it's better for me to stay quiet than explaining why... That's just me..

"Rua, Rua, Kim Rua!" Her friends shouted her name

"Is something wrong are you okay?" Angelina asked

"No, no I'm fine"

Of course.. I'm always fine. Because what's the point of talking anyway? Maybe they will listen, they will pretend that they care but in the end they will just ignore it like everyone else. I can't tell them.. Anything. Maybe that's why I've been feeling so lonely lately...

"Here we are once again" The three of them sighed

"Ohh it gives me anxiety just by looking at it" Angelina said

"Let's just go inside we starts soon anyway" Rua commented

The three friends went inside the school that was full of voices around them, everyone were talking about their summer break. While going more inside Rua's heart beats faster and faster not because she was nervous or anything or was she?

Why is my heart beating so fast? Omg is that?

"Hey, Rua! Did you see Hyunjae? He got such a big glow up though" Angelina tried to whisper but without her noticing Mark was listening to them. Without any control Rua was blushing.