the tragedy of Williams house

mechanical problems

theodor point of view :

I sat down looking at the window thinking about my mom I was wondering out loud if she is having enough sleep or eating well .

Also, I thought of how strong she is to survive all of this she survived the first world war and the second one too , but she lost some one really important to her I remember us sitting in our garden on one of June's lovely warm evenings eating greedily our plate of fresh served cold watermelons while enjoying watching the sunset falls on our earth like if the sun was covering it new born with a warm blanket the smell of fresh grass running into my nose and the butterflies flying around us acting as if was a weeding ceremony what lucky creatures they are the can fly around the world when ever they want freely without a password or a plane to take them to where they want .

I have always wondered what if a butterfly went on a plane or a car and stayed for a while the to get out of it and find it self in the other half of the country or the world would it not be strange to it ?

I said out loud without my knowing : would it not be strange ?

with a confusion and a surprised face my sister looked at me and said : what is the strange thing ?

the butterflies I answered .

wait what ?

Theodora said while smirking at my silliness .

I said as fast as I could to make sure to my twin sister that I didn't turn mad because of this long trip : I mean wouldnt the butterflies feel strange after being trapped in one car or a plane then when she be finally out to the world feel strange about the differences in the environment around her ?

she answered as calmly as she could to make me stop my mind blowing silly questions :

theo sure they will feel the change in the world around but they are like us they will live their lives to the fullest because staying alive is their number one priority , you get it ?

she was telling me this as if she was talking to a baby in his first years of learning she knew it pisses me off but she does it anyways .

I said with a silly awkward tone : sister I know that you were out in this world a few minutes earlier , but that doesn't give you the right to talk to me like a baby I was just wondering .

she said with a sarcasm tone : oh yeah im sorry if that bothered you younger brother .

theodor said acting mad but secretly laughing : stop it Theodora

she replied : wait so this is the part where I should be scared right as I suppose right ?

while they both were laughing theodor said : what do you think I should do when I get back home to mom should I tell her that I am jobless and living on my sisters sustenance or in the other hand that I am living back and forth between your parties and eating until I can not feel my mouth ?

she replied in a high voice : yeah ..... no the second one is a slightly better coice you do not want to give her a heart attack... you know ?

she was laughing at me loudly

oh god it is not as easy as it seems to be the missed up of the family .

I said while mocking my own fate and destiny .

afterwards we stayed silent for a bit until a thought bugged my head it was more of a feeling than a thought I felt something weird in my inner self like suddenly there was million of bugs in my stomach it felt scary and creepy in the same time I wanted to throw up but held my self I wanted to open my mouth to speak but it felt like as if my lips were two pieces of paper that were stuck with glue suddenly I felt a cold hand on my shoulder that gave me the worst shivers I have had in a while