In Your Dreams

Past 🐯

*This episode is only about Taehyung's past :p*

*btw, Taehyung is 17 years old, in this chapter he is 1 year younger* 

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It's funny how people think they have the time of the world, that everything will always be the same and nothing will change. Well, I thought that too... I thought that I would wake up every day and be as I left it yesterday. Having these kinds of thoughts blocks us from the cruel reality that life is, that maybe tomorrow everything will be different and something will be missing.

---1 year ago---

-Kim Eon Jin! wake up!- I screamed from the kitchen.

It's been already 15 minutes since I called Eon Jin and she's still in bed, even though she doesn't want to she has to go to school. I decided to go upstairs to see why she isn't out of bed yet. As I open the door I notice Eon Jin on the floor scratching her neck, I ran towards her and immobilized her arms while hugging her and whispering in her ear that everything was gonna be ok, she slowly calmed down and stopped crying. I hate seeing my sister like this, so vulnerable, unfortunately, she suffers from anxiety and depression, and to this day I still don't know why... She never tells me or the therapist why she feels this way or what is bothering her...

-Hey, you don't have to attend school today, I'll cover for you with dad if you want to, what do you say?- I said trying to light up the mood.

-...- Even if she doesn't reply I know it's a yes. 

I told Eon Jin that breakfast was in the kitchen and that if she needed anything she should call me, with that, I headed to school quickly since I was already running late. As I arrived at the classroom the teacher scolded me for being late and told me to sit down. I sat down next to my best friend Jimin, we always talk in class so we always get called on, while we were talking he mentioned a new club nearby that we could go after school. Of course, I said yes, It should be fun.

(Time skip) ---After School---

We were heading to the club and I decided to turn my cellphone off if my dad tried to call me.  As soon as we arrived we started drinking and dancing, I know what my limit is so I didn't want to drink that much considering the fact that we had school tomorrow. The new club was great and high class, the music was awesome, I was really having fun, so much that my feet started to hurt from the dancing, and I was feeling tired, so I decided to call it a night, of course, Jimin stayed, his stamina is way higher than anyone here. I went out of the club and turned on my phone to watch the hour. And the phone finally turned on my eyes became as big as two plates.

-3 missed calls from "Baby sister 🥰"-

I arrived as soon as I could to the house and ran immediately to Eon Jin's room. I opened the door and I felt like my heart stopped beating. Blood, blood everywhere, and a tiny body on the floor, I ran into the room and grabbed Eon Jin and placed her in my arms.

-Eon Jin! Eon Jin!- I said

-...-

-Please answer me! Eon jin! please...- She was dead.

I felt my mouth bitter and ran into the bathroom to vomit, I could not believe that my precious sister was dead and that it was my fault... Tears were falling like waterfalls down my cheeks, my heartfelt empty but at the same time hurts so bad. I called the ambulance and my father but he didn't answer, I entered again my sister's room and sat beside her, crying and hating myself, telling myself over and over again "why did I turn off my phone?!".