HII! so this is my first story so don't judge me please lmao!💀. but this is a story about you and Robert, you move all the way from Las Vegas to New Jersey with your dad because your mom was to busy at work.
hey babies. Thank you so much for 200 reads it means the whole world to me.
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I'm sorry I haven't been keeping up with this story. I've been working on the other story I've been writing you should read it <3. but Im not gonna make an excuse,I'ma be honest. Im extremely depressed I really want to commit yk what it's been really hard for me. but i still try to push myself everyday and do the best I can do. I try my best even at my lowest points. I'm depressed over someone I use to love. my ex boyfriend, we dated for a good 9 months when I tell you he was my everything he was my world, even tho our relationship was toxic, and he kept putting his girl bsf over me and I couldn't no more I still pushed. It hurts a tone letting go someone you truly love, and that shit mentally fucks you up, after you pushed and work so hard to make everything but they give up to you. but this is a message to my ex that ik he'll never see. dear _____ I love you, like a tons you don't understand how hard is not to fall asleep to your voice at night, you don't understand how hard is to go through days hours not talking to you. even tho you were damn tóxico and honestly just made me feel like shit I still loved you and still pushed through. I don't understand why the fuck you couldn't do the fucking same shit to me, I don't understand why everytime we were together we had to fuck why couldn't you just fucking tell me you loved me and actually expressed your fucking feelings and poured your damn heart like I did every fucking day. I know your happy with her and I can't do anything about it but I hope your fucking happy, I hope your happy you mentally destroyed me after all those promises we fucking made to each other. I hope you understand why I don't fuck with you no more why I stopped talking to your bitch ass because you wouldn't fucking understand how mentally broken i'am Now how you fucked me over and how hard it is to let go someone you fucking love. You don't understand how hard is to cry to sleep every fucking night because I miss you. You would never understand all the pain you put me through because I never did anything bad to you.
dont let none take your happiness live life the fullest.
