Mistress of evil (rewritten)

Chapter 4

          My lost.

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Dorothy's POV

"Why did you leave me, why did you do this to me, you promised you will stay with me. Was that a lie of your, don't you care about what I would be going through, you left without a warning  why, just just tell me why, why did you leave me" I am in my room, sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall and burying my face in my thigh.

Knock!!!

No respond

Knock!!!

No respond

Knock!!!

No respond

"I'm just gonna cone in" dove said and sung the the open and enters my room

"I'm not in the mood to talk" I said with my voice sounding crocked due to lack of water and lot of crying

"I'm not here for chitchat I'm also not in the mood" she said "I came to join you in crying"

"What" I asked

"Just kidding but sis, you crying will not bring back anything.  Your tears won't bring him back to life" she said

I didn't say anything I just weeped the more

"Dorothy-" she was interrupted with a knock  

"Come in its opened" dove said and and the door swings open revealing Elle

"Don't tell me she's still in the way I left her three days ago" Elle said with disappointment in her voice

"She is" dove answered

"Sis come on look at your self you've been like this since three days ago,  you are messed up daddy's soul can't rest if he sees you like this" Elle said which made me angry so I blurted

"Father's not dead"

"Well he is as much as I hate to say" Elle snapped at me

"We only saw his shirt not his body" I blurted out

"Which was shredded" she snapped at me

"That doesn't prove any thing" I said

"Yes it does sis, it proves he died a very tragic death" she said those words with tears streaming down her check.

"No that can't be-" I didn't finish before Elle interrupted

"You can say that as much as you like but the truth is that he is gone, yes sis he is gone. Do you know what, the truth is also that you are selfish. You are making seem like you are the only one who is in pain. He is our father not just your father. When mother was alive you took all the affection, when father was also alive you took all the attention. Sometimes I try to convince my self that our parent loved us equally but no, you make it hard for me to believe. Do you think I love the fact that I'm an orphan ehn, no I don't. Do you think I'm not hurt, I'm not in pain, I don't wanna lock my self in a room and cry my self to sleep. I do but I'm putting this big girl act for dove cause she is our younger sister and you don't see her locking herself in her room crying like it would change anything.
Dorothy  you are surppose to take care of us, when mum left you did so why bot now it is your job to pet dove and I and tell us to stop crying, that everything will be okay but no we are doing that for you" she stopped and sniffed " this left is not a fairy tale sis, this life is not filled with cupcakes and rainbows. You can't just see a fairy and wish all your problems away and get married to a prince and live happily ever after. No live is not like that sis. When you are back to your normal self and stop being selfish like this I'll be in my room" she said and left my room

"I hate to add to your problems but some of what Elle said was true" dove said hesitantly and left also.

I can't believe i'm a horrible person,  I can't believe my sisters felt this way towards me if only they knew.

                         *Flash back*

"Dorothy. I'm here today to tell you about the real truth about your mother's death". My father said to me

"I thought she died due to cancer" I replied him

"That is what I wanted you to think" ge said

"Then what did happen to her" I said being impatient to know

"As you know, your mother was a very powerful woman.  Not even cancer or any kind of death could kill her" he said which took me by surprise. Does it mean my mum is still alive,  breading the same air I do.

I know it was gonna sound crazy but I asked anyways " does it mean my.. My mum is still alive?" I asked with a big smile on my face and a little hope in mind

"No dorothy let me finish. As I said no kind of death could kill her but something she eat could" he said

"Is it onions?  Cause I so hate onions" I asked with disgust

"No honey.... Its ginger" he said with a look of disappointment and I think... Regret

Then it clicks " so that's why you forbid me from eating the ginger bread the other day"

"Yes Dorothy yes I was afraid I was gonna loose you too" he said

"But I've eaten ginger before and nothing happened" I said

"Yes that's because your powers haven't awaken you are save to eat it before your powers awake but I stopped you from taking so that you won't find it hard not taking it"

That's sounds good but I'm still thinking "did mum know about this?" I asked

"Yes she did" he replied

That made me more curious "then why did she eat it?" So I asked

"She didn't eat it out of her own will she... She... She was... Poisened" he said with his eye being wet and red from holding back his tears 'one thing about my dad, he doesnt like to appear week in front of people so, he doesn't cry much. I don't think he cries at all,  well not infront of my sisters and I.

"By who. how?. When. Where." So many questions roaming in my head

"By someone who wanted me, she was head over heals for me and she also knew about her powers, she was your mother's best friend" he said

Wait a minutes I only know one of my mother's best friend " aunt... Stella? " I asked not being sure

"Yes it was indead Stella" he said still fighting back his tears

"But I'm confused since mother was a very powerful being why didn't she just heal herself? " I asked biting down on my lower lip not sure to f I asked the right question cause father seem to flip by that question

"She could but it is not better than death" he said with a drop of tear roll down his cheek

"How? " I asked not sure if that's the question I should

"If she did heal herself, she'll wake up as an evil person and she will be left with only her body but no soul. She will be as wicked as there is and hurt everyone around her. " he stopped due to the uncontrollable tears rolling down his cheeks " your  mother didn't want to be a monster that hurt their loved ones and Rome around soulessly.  She preferred... Death"

I felt really scared and pained. I can't believe my parent went true all this a lot of question rang through my head what if it happens to me?. What if I end up in the evil side?

"Dorothy relax , nothing bad will happen to you that is why I'm getting you married to a prince cause nothing could go wrong and besides I'll be with you. "

                 *End of flash back*

I  have to patch things up with my sisters.

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