Broken

O1.

11:00pm-
I'm Tinashe ( Pronounced Tina - Shae ) most people call me Shae but anyways I woke up around 11 pm due to loud music and people shouting. I got out of my bed and walked downstairs to my door . When I walked outside I seen nothing but dudes everywhere and thots with barely any clothes on . I scoffed as I looked around my eyes landed on the one and only August.. August Alsina, my crush since 9th grade . I stared at him and once he looked up he looked at me in disgust and went back to talking to Grace , the head hoe . I did feel a little hurt but I'm used to it , I just went inside and shut the door and went back to sleep .

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I woke up to my alarm beeping really loud . I groaned because that's means it's time for me to get ready for school , I dragged myself out of bed and sluggishly walked to the bathroom I turned the shower on and let the water get really hot as I waited for the water to heat up I grabbed my toothbrush and began to brush my teeth , as i was brushing my teeth I stared at my self long and hard . Am I ugly ? I really don't know . I rinsed my mouth and stepped into the tub . It felt so good as the water ran down my body . I closed my eyes and began lathering soap on my body , I began washing my hair . Then I heard a door open and I turned my attention to the door .

Shae- maa ?
Maa- hurry up before your ass is late , I swear you act as if you going to a Victoria Secrets Fashion Show or something!
Shae- MOM ! I do this everyday this nothing new , can you please close the door it's making me cold.
Maa- girl who you talking to ill make you go to school in the same outfit for a month if you don't shut up .
Shae- ugh sorry Maa!
Maa- just hurry up Tinashe!

She exited my room still mumbling. I swear she so bipolar but I love my mom. I rinsed my hair and got out wrapping my towel around me. I went to my closet and picked out some grey sweats and a black fitted tee and my matching bra and pantie set . I put lotion all over my body and sprayed perfume and got dressed . I put moose in my hair and left it curly and rolled the bottom of my sweats up and slipped my black vans on my feet while grabbing my backpack and phone and headed downstairs , I went to the kitchen and grabbed a blueberry muffin and a Starbucks mocha out the fridge.

Shae- Maa I'm leaving!

Maa- ok I'll be working over night today so you'll have to make yourself dinner remember you can have company but NO Parties or sex in my house understand?

Shae- * rolls eyes * yes ma'am , love you mom , see you later * kisses cheek *

I walked out the door and headed to the bus stop . I saw August walk out of his house and start walking the same direction as me . As we were walking he had dropped his wallet out his pocket I ran and grabbed it. I walked up to him and tried to give it back to him.

Shae- August you dropped this here you go * smiles *

August- * rolls eyes and snatches the wallet and walks off *

Shae- *whispers to self * your welcome .. *sigh*

I'm used to this I think to myself . I walked with my head down until I got to the bus stop . I stood there awkwardly, because this stop is literally August and all his friends my 2 friends stop are the the 3rd and 4th stops as for us were the 1st . I pulled my phone out and began surfing the web , the time read 8:01 the bus was 12 minutes late , I stood there looking around and I noticed that August and his friends were laughing and looking directly at me , I was looked down and turned away from them and I heard what August and Chris were saying .

Chris- there's yo girl Aug

Aug- hell na not that rat

Chris- lmao rat ?

Aug- hell yeah she a rat looks like one and smell like one so she a rat .
* the whole crew busted out laughing *

I looked up in the sky to keep the tears from over spilling out my eyes , I put my headphones on and walked around the group and headed to school . The bus wasn't for me today , so I just settled on walking that 6 miles to school .

* Tinashe in MM *