"I don't care", I say as my feelings get hurt
"I don't care", I say as a tear slowly drips down my face
"I don't care", I say as I cut my wrists and thighs
"I don't care", I say as I lose everyone
"I don't care", I say when I put the rope around my neck
"I don't care", I say as my breath exhaled
I open my eyes. The first thing I saw was the light that blinded me. I look around and I realize I'm in the hospital. I cry, why did I have to live? I sob heavily, hicking and gasping for air. My heart monitor speeds up, I then quickly calm down. I look around, there's no one. I jump out of the hospital bed. I pull off the heart monitor thing off my finger. I have an I-V tube in my wrist. "Ugh me baiser" I swear in my native French tongue.
My name is Lea Marie. I am 16 years old. I was bullied as long since think of. I started to cut when my dad became an alcoholic. My mom is very caring. When she isn't stoned. My life is pretty shitty when you think about it. My dad lost his job and he began to fall apart. Heavily drinking and hitting my mom and I. My dad drove when he was drunk, he killed my older sister when she was only 15 and I was only 7. He survived which I'm ungrateful for. My sister was my everything. When she died, I lost it. I began to cut. I have scars all over my wrists and thighs. I have dirty blonde hair with Sapphire blue eyes. My pale white skin cover in scars. I have freckles every now and there on my face. I hate myself. My dad would hit me with a bottle of whiskey when I would plead him with tears to put down the alcohol. He hit my mother many times with a belt, she would cry and plead for the "Old Ethan" he would just yell back, "He's long gone, Allison!" I would watch in horror as he would choke her.
Anyways, I grabbed the IV tube pole thing then exited my room. There was a security guard, he then suddenly stood up, "Whoa, whoa go back to your bed and just tell me what you need, my name is officer Jones." He suddenly ushered me back to my bed after saying those words. "I just need to take a piss for God's sake let me go!" I began to fight back he then called a doctor's name. The jackass officer pinned me down as the doctor gave me insulin. I felt the drugs kicking in. "Whoaa... Hahaaaa, you're hoottt misterrr.." I look at his name tag, I'm high. "Ooooohhh doctor Smith my name is Lea Marie. I'm a frenchiee I'm an experienced kisser." I wink at him as he made a small smile and sets me down on the bed. I lay my head back. Laughing and giggling from the medicine.
I look over and I see a guy walking by my room, being the high chick I am I try to flirt with him, "Pssssttt hey you yeah youuuu." I giggle and the guy walks to my room. "Yes?" He leaned against my door, he looked soo hott. The police officer stand up "Don't worry I'm her friend" he assured the officer then sat back down. He came towards me and sat on my bed. I giggled like a 3 year old. "My name is Bruno by the way." He then said as he put his hand on mine. He has soft hazel eyes, with a warm, dashing brown hair, athletic build as well. He was very tall. I blush then introduce myself. "My name is Leaaaaa. *snort* *giggle* you're really cuuuteee. You're so handsome and so sexy aghhhhh" I giggle and blush. He laughed and put his hand on my forehead. "My full name is Bruno Obie Baur, what about you Leaaa?" He chuckled and struck a dashing smile. I blush immediately, I'm sobering up from the drugs. "I'm Lea Marie, I tried to commit suicide.. That's why I'm here.." He gasped, he looked like he was gonna cry. He then hugged me. Tears began to form in my eyes. I hugged back and began to sob in his back. I found happiness..
