Perpetual

Chapter 8

Selena's POV

I walked out of the bathroom and saw Genevieve crawling on the bed. She was always waking up in the middle of the night, wanting the arms of her Dada for at least two whole days. I smiled at her and walked towards the closet. I opened it and took out a pair of cardigan jeans and a silk shirt. I'm going to the studio today, to record some of the songs that I already wrote for the last five days.

I haven't talked to Harry from then. I just asked Megan and Gemma to get my things from our house last two days ago because I can't just see him again right now- it's killing me. Really bad. I put my clothes on and blowdried my hair.

After that, I changed Genevieve's clothes into some beautiful new one. I tied her hair up in to two little pig tails and kissed her cheek. I took my hair curler and curled my hair a bit. So, it won't look that messy. When I finished, I took my purse and my phones before putting my pumps on. I put Genevieve's on, as well before walking out of my room, Genevieve following behind me.

I looked back and took her hand. "You're so small, kiddo." I said, lifting her up in my arms instead.

For the last five days, I've been taking Genevieve with me because I don't have time to call Ivy, yet. I placed her on my hip and walked inside the kitchen.

"Morning, Lilia." I said, smiling at her.

"Oh, good morning, Selena and little Selly." She said, turning around and slightly pinched Genevieve's cheeks, making her giggle.

"Did Dad already go?" I asked, taking a bottle of water from the fridge.

Lilia nodded. "Yes. He also want to give this to you." She said, taking something out of her pocket.

"His credit card? Why?" I asked, taking the card from her.

"He wants you to go shopping for yourself after you finished recording." Lilia explicated, smiling at me.

"Okay? Thank you, Lilia." I said, smiling at her before walking out of the house.

I placed Gene on her car seat and started the ignition of the car. I drove off to my friend's studio. I have written a few songs with my friends either. There is this sing that I wrote with Antonia Armato, it was about Harry and I. Well, it should be just me but I think it's about Harry, too.

When we arrived the recording studio, I parked my car and took Genevieve from her car seat. I took my purse before stepping out of the car. I locked it and walked inside the studio.

"Selena!" Wally exclaimed when he saw me walked in. He's my guide to record my songs, by the way.

"Hi." I said, smiling back.

"Are you ready to record?" He asked.

"Of course, I am."

"Okay, then. Let us begin!"

The first month

I finished recording almost all of the sings songs on the album but I'm really not feeling good at all. I think I have nausea or something but from time to time, I'm getting a bit better. Well, as of now, I'm hurling on the toilet bowl inside my room. Jace was behind me, rubbing my back.

"Sel, I think, you should see a doctor now." He said when I finished throwing up.

"It's fine, Jace. I'm fine." I said, sighing as I brushed my teeth.

"That's the exact same thing that you said yesterday." Jace almost whined, looking worriedly at me.

"I think, I just ate something." I mumbled, wiping my face with my towel.