Perpetual

Chapter 9

Selena's POV

I sat on my seat next to Ariana Grande and Ed Sheeran. They're cool. Really cool. Well, I've known Ariana for years and I've known Ed for a few years because he's always hanging with Harry. If you think I'm not broken hearted anymore, well, you're wrong. I just had to cover up, so, stress won't come to me.

My thoughts were cut away when I heard the voice speak again.

"Teen choice awards will be back after a short break." It said and remembered, I had to go to nmthe backstage because I will be performing The Heart Wants What It Wants tonight.

That's my new song, by the way. I just feel a bit nervous. I walked towards backstage and saw my stylist came over to me. I changed into my long, navy blue dress with small diamonds around the line, under my breasts.

She did my make up again and tied my hair up in a ponytail so, the curls will show up. When he heard a bell ring, it's a signal that five minutes and I'll be performing.

"Give it up for Selena Styles, singing The Heart Wants What It Wants..."

I hear the crowds then shouts and cheered for me. I let out a sigh and walked in front of the stage.

The intro started and my eyes fell on the green eyed lad. He was looking intently at me. I shifted my gaze from him and to the fns in front as I sung.

You got me sippin' on something

I can't compare to nothing,

I bet for now, I'm hoping,

That after this fever I'll survive,

I sung, my eyes looking around the crowd.

I know I'm acting a bit crazy.

Strong out, a little bit hazy

Hand over heart, I'm praying,

That I'm gonna make it out alive.

My eyes connected with these emerald greens again, making my heart sink.

The bed's getting cold and you're not here,

The future that we hold is so unclear,

But I'm not alive until you call.

And I'll bet the odds against it all.

Save your advice 'cause I won't hear,

You might be right but I don't care.

There's a million reasons why I should give you up.

But the heart wants what it wants

The heart wants what it wants.

My haze stayed at his green orbs as tears started streaming down my cheeks. I see guilt was plastered on his whole expression.

You got me scattered in pieces,

Shining like stars and screaming

Lightning me up like Venus

But then you disappear and make me wait,

And every second's like torture.