Our Shujin

how do i feel?

All the members just had finished their I-land online concert. They had also just hit 100 million views on their Oh my god music video. They all decided they should have a little drink. They went to a small unknown eating spot and ordered alot of chicken along with soju. Most of the members can't handle alcohol well so it was quite a mess but they still enjoyed their time. After a couple of hours it was already 2 am and their company called and told them to head back to the dorms. The company's van came to drive them to the dorm. Shuhua didn't drink much since she knows she can't handle it too well. Quite quickly she saw that Soojin was quite drunk since the could barely walk in a straight line and kept randomly laughing.
They all entered the van and went to the dorms.

Most of the members immediately went to bed. Soojin usually can't sleep until the sun comes up so she decided to stay awake. since Shuhua didn't drink much she was also still awake and decided to go into Soojins room again. Soojin was watching a show on her tv, she saw Shuhua and told her to leave but Shuhua couldn't care. Soojin said she can only stay if she'll keep quiet and won't notice her. Right after Soojin said so, Shuhua loudly stomped on the floor because she was bolting towards Soojins bed and jumped on it. Soojin acted annoyed but she found it cute.

As they were watching the show a funny moment pops up. Shuhua started laughing loudly while looking at Soojin. This " :| " was Soojins literal reaction. Shuhua pushed her and said "wasn't it funny???!?"
"It was just..ok not funny" Soojin responded. Shuhua already got bored with the 4 second conversation so tried to kiss Soojins cheek again.
Soojin got annoyed for the billionth time, she can't even keep a small conversation with Shuhua without her trying to kiss her again. Soojin turned around and sat on top of Shuhua.

"Wanna kiss?" she said while laughing really weirdly Shuhua got a bit confused. Soojin slowly brought her face towards Shuhuas. Soojin was expecting Shuhua to back away, but she didn't so thought "why not?..im already leaning in anyways I'll just wait till she backs out"
She slowly brought her lips towards Shuhuas lips. Soojin was suprised that Shuhua didn't back out but she got too carried away and so started kissing her. Shuhua was shocked her hands where next to her head and she didn't know where to place them. Meanwhile Soojin had her hand placed on Shuhua's neck and had slightly tilted her head to the left. Shuhua felt like an absolute noob compared to Soojin.

Shuhua slowely placed her hands onto Soojins shoulders. Soojin released her kiss and left a small laugh. Soojin then went back to kissing her. At this point Shuhua was really confused, "she could've just stopped but she's kissing me again?? what do i do?" Soojin was slightly moving with the pace of their kisses. Soojin slowely started lifting Shuhuas shirt and started touching Shuhuas waist. Soojins hands were cold so it shocked Shuhua slightly.
"Wait!... I dont think this is right" Shuhua suddenly said. Soojin sat up straight and said "why?" she looked innocent as she said that. "Uuuh...i.. I already told you this im the one thats supposed to give kisses not the other way around" Soojin suddenly said that she felt like throwing up. She ran to the bathroom as shuhua followed. the next 30 minutes were spent with Shuhua sitting next to Soojin holding her hair up because she was puking. Suddenly Soojin started laughing. But then she started crying. Shuhua rushed to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. She came back into the bathroom to see Soojin passed out on the floor. "Ahh.. this was what yuqi meant when on vlive she said that Soojins drinking habits are that she will suddenly laugh, suddenly cry, and pass out in the bathroom.
Shuhua with all her power lifted up Soojin and put her back into her bed. Shuhua went back into her room and stared at herself in the mirror. She saw the faint lipstick that was from Soojin on her lips. Shuhua was still confused though.. Does she like it when Soojin kisses her or does she want to be the kisser. But Shuhua quickly thought about how Soojin expresses her love realllyyyy firmly when she's drunk, and Shuhua likes feeling loved.

Soojin woke up the next morning and the embarrassment she felt realising what she did towards Shuhua was unspeakable. She usually maintains this cold image but she accidentaly let loose and and started kissing Shuhua. Worst of all the kissed the person that has always wanted a kiss...she kissed. She never wanted to kiss Shuhua she just thought Shuhua would push away, but because its Shuhua she didn't. Soojin went to the living room and decided to go on her switch and play animal crossing to seem casual.
Shuhua had just woken up and was too scared to leave her room. She was planning on staying all day but her doggos need her. Shes always wanted to have a small acting career so thought it was her time to shine and act like shes unfased.
She confidently opened the door and the first thing she saw was soojin. She gasped for air and went back into the room.
After 20 minutes of preparing she went to the living room.
"Should i cook for you?" Soojin said but when she said that she instantly knew she slipped up "why did i say that, Shuhuas been on a diet... Now its obvious im just trying to say anything to make this less awkward..."
Shuhua responded positively and told her she'd like something. Soojin realised that Shuhuas also trying to play this off.
Soojin quickly made Shuhua some soup and sat at the other end of the coach Shuhua was sitting on.
Suddenly Shuhua asked "do you remember anything from last night..?"
Soojin maintained her facial expressions and said "to be honest i dont even remember going to the chicken place, i still have a headache...why?"
Shuhua didn't think she was lying.
"Just because... You were so funny last night you were suddenly laughing and crying throughout the whole night"

After a couple of hours Soojins manager texted that her and Shuhua can finally do a makeup vlive. Shuhua and soojin walked to the company and went into a practice room that was set up for them. 2 chairs, a table that's covered with makeup products, a long tripod infront of the table with a managers phone. And 1 manager sitting behind the phone.
Quickly the live started and they greeted their fans. Nevies were spamming for Soojin to rap so she quickly rapped 2 lines with alot of embarrassment but Shuhuas confidence was high so she kept supportint Soojin. The whole vlive was mainly just Shuhua complimenting soojins eyes, nose and lips. At some point Shuhua was putting lipstick on Soojins lips. She quickly finished and wanted to do a kissing motion towards Soojins lips. Soojin got disgusted but then said "you know what i'll do it" Shuhua screamed and moved away and Soojin started laughing. Afterwards there was an awkward silence. As Soojin suddenly said "let me really do it" Shuhua got shocked by Soojins sudden boldness like where did this come from?? Shuhuas korean disappeared and so she didn't know what to say since the memories of last night where floating back up.
Soojin glanced at the manager and told fans not the ask this kinda stuff since it makes the whole aura awkward. Anyhow they finished the makeup. Shuhuas makeup looked ok whereas Soojin kinda looks like a clown. They ended the vlive and called it a day. All the members had a meeting at the company and they came back to the dorm quite late. Shuhua was planning on chilling with minnie, until Soojin suddenly came and asked-