Liar (Erisol sadstuck fanfiction)

Chapter One

        ~Sol's P.O.V.~

"Hey ED, ii'm goiing two go two KK'2 hiive, do you want two come wiith me?" I called from the front door. I leaned against the frame, my tall lanky build pressing against it. I sighed, waiting for a response, my red and blue eyes darting around lazily. I had my mustard colored hoodie on, along with my black pants, i looked down at my one black and one white shoe, my mind growing numb with boredom. I brushed my black hair out of my face, my patience wearing thin. "ED? ii'm waiitiing for a re2pon2e!" My usual cool tone was now bold, almost mocking. "Come on you fuckiing fiishdick..." I huffed as i moved off the door and padded over to Eridan's room, banging on the door loudly, i turned the handle but it wouldn't budge...great, he locked himself in.

        I pressed my pointed ear against the violet colored wood,  it pricked slightly when movement was apparent. Soft strangled cries hit my ears, my brow furrowed as I attempted to listen. "Eriidan? II2 everythiing alriight?" My voice went from teasing to soft and concerned. I never called him by his real name, only when i was worried. Silence. My heart pounded against my chest, fear consuming my mind, he was never stable...Especially since Feferi killed their moirailgence. Fuck, why do I even care about this dimwit? I knelt down and took out a lock-picking kit from my back pocket, I taught myself how to lock pick just in case it was ever needed, and within a few seconds a soft click echoed through the hive. The door swung open with an eerie groan, I stood up and started to move into the room but then i froze, staring at the sight before me. His room was a mess, violet blood splattered along the floor, his scarf crumpled up on his bed along with his cape which had massive tears in it, the room was dark and the stench of dead fish stung my nostrils. I saw Eridan lying on the ground, curled into a ball, his blood slowly pooling around him with a razor blade next to him, my stomach dropped and the taste of bile filled my mouth. I tried to run towards him, "ED!!" But he had already seen me, he uncurled quickly and backed away, avoiding my gaze as much as possible. He was acting like a frightened animal. Fuck not this shit again...Damn it Eridan why can't you stop this? I inched towards him slowly, he had backed against the wall, sitting there with sorrow in his expression. When I got to him I pulled him up and dragged him into the bathroom, washing out the long, deep cuts on his arms. He knows this drill, it has happened over and over again. 

I've been trying to keep him from doing this...Gog, why can't I stop him?!

I sighed, as soon as i finished wrapping his arms in gauze i would have usually set him down in the living room and talked with him but...not tonight...I lowered my head and walked out, deep in my own thoughts. He blinked as I walked by, grabbing my wrist when I had almost made it out the door. 

"Sol...?" His voice was hoarse and broken. I looked down at him, a scowl dancing across my lips. A small, pitiful frown was curled onto his lips, his eyes seemingly glued to the floor and the more I looked at him the more I noticed how hard he was trying not to shake. 

How the fuck was I in a kismesistude with this fucking moron? 

"Mhh?"

"Sorry..." His eyes flicked up to me once before becoming glued to the floor once again. A small flame started to flicker in the pit of my stomach...This idiot!!! My scowl only deepened. 

"For what?" I ripped my wrist out of his grip, my arms folding across my chest. I didn't want to deal with this i was supposed to be going to K- Shit KK!! He can suck it up and deal with my absence, i'll contact him later.

        ~Eridan's P.O.V.~

Violet beads welled up onto my skin, they stayed for a few seconds before rolling and dripping onto the floor. I bit my lip as I tried to stay quiet, my face wet with tears and my heart feeling like it was being slowly torn apart. They stung like hell, but I didn't care, I wanted the pain. I deserved it, after all, everything was always my fault, everything bad that happens is because of me. I can't help but to think they're right...Anytime I'm around something goes terribly wrong. I attempted to draw in a shaky breath but a sob tore its way out of my throat, I couldn't stop it and I couldn't stop the tears from flowing either. I want to die, I want this pain to go away but it just won't. The blade moved across my skin silently, it's touch burning my flesh as it tore my skin open one cut at a time.