The Married Man (Man x Gay)

Nine

Im just waiting outside as the doctor's take Recheena to the Emergency room, as far as i heard his system is failing to intake oxygen and food supplements.

I am definitely frustrated to see him beg at someone's presence for the love of fucking sake he is a fucking Arcenal that is a goddess is the business world why is he begging on some Chief under him.

And it finally hit me he really do love that shit ass. But it wasn't mutual what i thought was just lies.

What Regatta did to Recheena was all lies. And it pains me to admit that Recheena still chose to be with that man.

I heard the conversation how he plead, how he says he is fine on shadows, that he won't demand for time and attention.

He literally admit that he wants to be Regatta's mistress.

I sent that text to Regatta an hour ago and he replied congrats on me and Recheena's engagement.

That reply is a sign that he doesn't want to be involved in Recheena's life anymore.

"Mr. Rivera"

The doctor explains the situation that it is hard for them to get Recheena back to his self for he has made a self shell psychologicaly, where what he wants to have is there.

He still thinks that Richard will stay with him.

The conditions of the doctors made me alarm he has to see psychiatrists and take his medication.

He says Recheena can hear me and if im lucky i can get a reply but if not it will be very hard.

After a week, i gathered courage not to let his mindset down, i have to be careful sa lahat nang sasabihin ko cause that may trigger him not to open the door to anyone just his little world.

"Recheena baby, hey how are you baby, you doing good there? I can't tell  it must be all you ever wanted, but you can't stay in there baby, we need you here with us"

It's seems that it is not working so my tears started to stream on my cheeks, wiped it and continued.

"You can be with Richard if you want to baby, but sometimes we can't hold unto someone, Go ask Richard if he still want you, and if he does baby I'll finally let you go"

My voice were trembling as i confess to him what supposed to happen if he weren't here right now.

"Remember when you asks me to buy a ring more expensive than the ring you have"

I grab the box that was hidden on my pockets i stared at it and open a pure majestic gold that more expensive than black diamond that only i can buy.

"I worked for it baby, those six months wasn't a waste when i finally have it"

It is just a small piece and perfectly fit on his ring finger but i still can't put it on.

"because i really wanna marry you Recheena"

Those words are begging and pleading that i only have a chance on him when he says if i can buy a more expensive thing than that ring on his finger and i have, Recheena i finally have it.

"fool"

I looked up and saw him staring at me wanted to caress my face, so i lean and kiss his hand.

He is finally back.

-

Three months on meditation with the cooperation of Recheena that slightest chance of having BPD has officialy gone, as we believe of course.

We are now heading to the christening of Regatta's first child.

No one knows what happen for the past months even he's dad is not here when he had his meditation.

And he wanted to keep it to us.

"Recheena promise me, don't plead and don't beg to him again"

"Dein, what if he says he still want me?"

I kiss his hands as i drive on the way to the venue.

"What would you say baby"

He just looks at his ring, not my gold it's still black diamond.

"i love him"

I hold his hand tighter and give it a last kiss as i park my car and he walked holding hands.

"I'll support you whatever your decision is."

I kissed his lips some look, some are not suprise.

As he walked unto the couple who is now had a baby boy in Gene's arms they greet each other and Richard looked at me.

Suprised but not afraid.

-

"Congratulations, here is my gift"

I handed the gift to the assistant and then they placed it along the others.

"Thank You Miss Arcenal Im honored."

Gene offered if I want to hold the baby but i refused respectfully. Saying im not good with children.

"I want to talk with Mr. Regatta Gene, would you mind?"

He looks at me blankly.

"Of course must be business thing there is a garden across the Pavillion you'll need the quiet atmosphere there"

I thanked Gene and we go to the garden i sat at the bench and he is leaning on the tree.

"Recheena--"

"Do you still want me?"

There's nervousness on my voice even though i already know the answer im still hoping he still want me, that those moments we shared will be continued and cherished until we--

"no."

I looked at him not even the bothering the tears flowing through my cheeks.

"You don't know how much it causes to love you Richard"

He sat beside me and kiss my head.

"and i can't pay that price forever Recheena"

I hold his eyes and cried, sobbing my heart out, my chest is staring to harden but i promise i won't plead and fail myself.

"Iloveyou"

He holds my hand tighter and he kissed my lips, at that moment i felt defeat and betrayal.

But the next words he says to me hurts me the most, the most painful words I've ever heard in my entire existence.

"I love you too Recheena, but i lied. I love my husband more than i can tell and i can't be with you even if i wanted."

"I chose my husband more than your love"

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