"So you're telling me it's my fault?!" I burst out at Harry. Because he kept telling me that It's my fault that's why that guy in the party flirted with me. He's telling me that I was cheating on him when I don't have any reason to do that thing because I love him more than he knows.
"The way you share your laughter to that guy seems like your flirting back at him." He shouts at me. It hurt so much when the boy I love shouts me. I hope he didn't mean what he said. I'm hoping...
"Wow." I chuckled sarcastically not believing he did yelled at me. "The way you talk seems like you're telling me that I'd made out with that guy. Jesus Harry! He's just a friend! I can't believe you'd think that I'm cheating on you even I don't have any reason to do it. I do love you Harry. So much. I can't cheat on you!" I yelled back between tears and sobs. This time, he just stood there and seems like all that I just said didn't sink in yet into him.
I can't take this moment anymore. I turn around and made my way upstairs. Crying.
"Babe, I'm sorry." I heard him say that. I heard foot steps behind me. "Babe I'm so sorry please." He said.
"Babe—" he got cut off because when I reached our room I went in and shut the door not intending to let him in.
"Babe, please. I'm sorry." He said while knocking the door without a sign of anger. "Babe. Just let me in." He repeated many times while me laying in our bed hugging the pillow crying.
It really hurts because the man I loved so much thought I would cheat on him. Did he not trust me anymore?
It's already 9:56 pm.
"Babe please… I'm really sorry." He paused. He's been knocking for about 1 hour and kept saying sorry but I'm not ready to talk to him yet. "Please…" After he said that, I don't hear him anymore. I'm thankful he stopped cause I really wanted to sleep to atleast ease the pain inside me. So I slept.
I suddenly woke up. The sky was still dark. When I looked at the time, it's already 12:09 am. And, Oh, the fuck! I forgot about harry! It's winter. And he can't stay without a blanket around this midnight! I wonder where did he go. Cause I don't hear noises outside our room. He can't sleep with the cold.
I know he really don't meant what he said to me a while ago cause he's a bit drunk. Were both drunk a bit.
I got up from our bed and opened the door without any sound. I didn't expect what I saw.
Harry was sitted on the floor. His face was hid beetwen his knee, he almost hugging his both knees. He's not moving, I guess he's sleeping while sitting.
Now I know how sorry he is. I should forgive him. Now I'm the one who felt so sorry for letting him sleep there for about three hours. I really felt guilty because me myself cannot sleep the way he's doing specially in cold. I should forget what happened a while ago.
I sitted next to him not making any kind of sound. I did what's his position and rested my head on his shoulder.
I felt him slowly raising his head. I'll bet he's confused why I'm here on his side.
"Hey." He said in a waking up tone. I love that kind of his voice. It's kinda overwelming.
"Harry." I said as I face him. "Harry I'm so sorry I —" He cut me off.
"No, baby I'm sorry. I didn't meant what I said a while ago. Please forgive me. I was drunk. I'm sorry please baby." He explained. Now I'm sure enough that he don't really meant what he shouts at me.
"I know, harry I know. I'm sorry I let you sleep here alone in this kind of weather. I'm sorry. Are you okay?" I said and asked.
"It's okay baby, I'm okay." He said as he grabbed my hands and intertwined it with his super cold hands.
"I love you Harry. So much." I said.
"I love you too baby." He said then kissed me on my forehead, to my nose then to my lips.
When we pulled back, he hugged me tight.
"Babe I think I'm getting cold now." I let out a sig because of the cold.
"Yeah." We both stand up.
We went in our bedroom and cuddle for a while with each other. His hands were wrapped on my shoulder down to my very tiny waist. My heam was rested on his chest.
"I love you so much baby more than god knows." he said then lifted my chin whit his thumb and kiss me on my forehead and then to my lips.
"I love you too Harry, soo much more than my life." I said and we slept.
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