"Where's mommy? Where did she go? I don't her face. Is she beautiful? Do I have a mommy?" My daugter kept asking me a lot of questions about her mum. I don't know how to answer them all cause she's too young to understand all of it. She's only 3 years old.
"Daddy can't answer it yet okay? But I'm promise I will tell you all in the right time. I'm sorry baby girl." I said as I kissed her on her forehead.
She just nodded and kissed me on the cheeks and place her head on my lap hugging her teddy bear and continue watching her favorite cartoons spongebob.
I'm glad that she's a very good girl that she understand me when I don't answer her questions.
It's hard to tell her that her mum left us over that stupid reputation that her family need to protect from issues. She left us when my daughter Darcy was only 6 months old. That's why I learned how to care my own child up to now. I'm glad that my daughter was used to me, not to her mum.
I love my daughter so much than my life. I can't imagine a day without hearing her very high pitch voice and seeing her very angelic face that always light up when I always buy her a bear. She got a lot of it in her room which was like unused. Because she always sleep with me in my room. She always said she was afraid that there will be like monsters who wants to steal her from me. She said she don't want to be away from me and I'm so glad about that.
"Darcy? Baby girl let's go upstairs and clean you up. 'Cause it's about to past your bed time." I said as she nodded and got up from the couch and she was the one who turned off the tv and made her way upstairs.
As always, she forgot that we're using the cd player that's why she only turn off the tv.
I turn off the player and made my way upstairs.
I went in our room and cause I know she's already there. I walked towards her closet and pick her pink sleeping dress and it was long sleeve. I always buy her long sleeved clothes specially when it's winter right now because I don't want my baby girl to get cold and sick.
I sat on the bed waiting her to get out of the bathroom. When she's already out, she ran towards me with a towel around her tiny body. I already taught her how to clean up herself before to sleep and I'm glad she's now used to it but sometimes she always forgot to brush her teeth.
"Did you brush your teeth?" I asked her.
"Um,… yes." She said.
"Is that true? Let Daddy smell your mouth." I said. I bet she didn't brush her teeth yet.
She let out a breath in front of my face then I smelled the food we ate a while ago. It smells like fried chicken.
She lied.
"But it smells like fried chicken. C'mon let's brush your teeth. Remember what a little girl gets whe she don't brush her teeth? What is it?" I asked her.
"Cavities!" She said not liking to say that. Cause she's afraid she'd have cavities.
"Do you want to get cavities?" I asked.
"No!" She quickly said. "Eeww!" She added.
"So let's brush your teeth" I said as we got up and walked towards the bathroom. And brush her teeth.
After that, we went out of the bathroom and changed her clothes. And she lay down beside me. Her head was on my chest and she's hugging her bear.
"Darcy, don't ever lie to daddy okay?" I said.
"I'm sorry daddy." She said full nf sincerelyness in her eyes.
"Okay, daddy already forgive my baby girl." I said as I kissed her top of her head.
