RYUJIN:the STEP SISTER //RYUJIN FF//

Chapter 54

Haneul Pov

It's been weeks since I got discharged from the hospital... And also since I ever talk to Ryujin. */sigh/ I guess she must be mad at me because I yell at her before...

Today is the day, to the end of the beginning. I'm gonna put an ending to this love hate relationship between Ryujin and me because I thought this might be the only way to keep her and other safe from Hanshik's threat... I guess...

I call Date hyung to pick me up at my mansion and went straight towards Ryujin dorm. As both of us arrived, I went inside to met with them but Ryujin wasn't there in the living room...

"where's she?... "I ask Lia and she point at upstairs...

"as soon she saw you at the front gate, she run to upstairs and went inside her room... "she said with her finger scratching her forehead...

I look at others and they had the concern look at me. I just smile weakly and went to upstairs as I walk towards her room...

"Ryujin... Open the door... "I said but no answer...

I knock twice on the door but still, only silent reply for me...

"if you mad about me I'm yelling at you before, I'm sorry Ryujin... */sigh/ you know why I did that, right? Ryuddaengie??... "I said apologize but still no answer from her...

I sigh and sit on the floor as my back lean on the door...

"to be honest, I'm scared... I'm scared that all the things that I've done to you might be not enough for you although you always appreciate everything I done to you... It just I feel that I didn't gave you enough of my love towards you... Maybe because I afraid that one day, you'll lost interest on me and find someone else... "

"thought I could be the perfection of your life but I'm just another disaster. Tch, I'm not even a real human... I'm just a clone of Hanseul himself...but you still stay with me without doubting anything on me because you trusted me... Even it will cost your life one day... "

"Ryujin, I really love you so much... And it's from my heart I'm saying this. Although you weren't my first, but enough to be someone who always cared about me. Feels like I burdening you a lot although you the one who always got me trouble Pfftt... I'm joking... I never care about it... For me, you're my everything since the start. And I know I've said this but I'm sorry for the past, Ryujin.... For not be there when you really need me... I'm sorry... "

I shed a tears and sobbing softly so she can't heard that I was sad...

"I let you go... I let you go, Ryujin if that can guarantee your safety... Live your life happily with someone who can love, care and adore you because you deserve that... And don't mind about my because your happiness is my happiness. Although it's hard to say but I must said it... I don't want you get hurt again because of me. I don't want you to feel the same thing like I feel... I want you to live your life happily with your friends and family. And maybe this is the last word from me before I go Ryujin... "I said and get up on my feet...

I pull out a small box from my pocket and place it in front of her bedroom...

"you deserve to be happy... thank you for everything... Ryujin... "I said shed a tears and wipe it right away...

Actually, I knew she heard everything I said to her because I can feel that she's actually was crying softly while leaning her back on the door... but still there's nothing can I do to save this relationship anymore...

As I reach downstairs ,I got myself hug by Yeji first. The one who's been with me since the start...

"i-I'm sorry Haneul... I-I'm s-sorry... "she said tearing up make me chuckle...