RYUJIN:the STEP SISTER //RYUJIN FF//

Chapter 35

Ryujin Pov

Since we back from meting with June oppa,Haneul oppa seems sad and he didn't talk much. I can tell how much he miss Hanbin oppa and about Hanbin oppa news that make whole South Korea in shock, I'm also shock knowing about that in the past that he take that illegal thing. I know some of em who is really stress will take that thing but when I think again, why would he do that?...

I'm not said that I mad but they way he relieved his stress is wrong but I guess he repent and don't take anymore that thing. It just about Dispatch bring it up about that news make him resign from IKON make everyone more shook. I just pity at Haneul oppa because since Hanbin oppa move to another school, he kept mentioning Hanbin oppa that how much he miss him. If there's any way to help regain himself, I'm willing to do anything just to make him smile again like he always do...

Currently it's already night, all of us were watching a movie in the living room together. I sat on Haneul oppa laps as he back hug me and rest his chin on my shoulder. I turn my face to look at him and he was spacing out...

"oppa, kenchana?..."I ask peck his cheek...

"I'm okay... "he said as he fine and smile unpleasantly...

"don't lie to me. I know you well... "I ask and pinch his nose...

"I'm okay Ryuddaeng. Don't need to worry about me... "he said and kiss my head as he continued to watch the movie...

I sigh and continue watch the movie till the end...

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I felt my throat is dying because it was dry as hell so I decided to leave my room that I use with Yeji unnie and go downstairs to get some drinks...

As I pass by Haneul oppa room, I stop my footsteps as I heard someone sobbing and it came from his room...

"is he crying?... "I ask myself and slowly turn the knob of his bedroom door...

I peek inside and found he was crying sitting on his bed looking at a photo that have him and Hanbin oppa inside the photos...

"oppa~..."I call him smoothly and he startle...

"R-Ryujin?!... "he call my name and quickly wipe his tears...

I went to sit beside him and turn to look at him. I wipe his leftover tears that still falls from his both cheeks...

"oppa, did you really miss him that much?... "I ask and he nodded sobbing...

"I miss him so much like really really badly. I miss him because he's already like a family to me. I know him since I was kid. When Hanseul is not there for me, Hanbin hyung will be there for me. Maybe people don't see him like the way I see him but for me, he's the only person who really care about me whenever threat come to me. I know he did something wrong but that doesn't mean he will do that for the rest of his life. People can change and yet people still want him to get hated by citizens. I just don't understand why. Maybe it's my fault that I didn't find him after we both separate... "he said and look down...