I can not believe you left
Walked out on me as I wept
Disturbed me as I slept
Now I have nothing left
I tried to give you perfectness
Because I know you wanted nothing less
Yet now I see
These tired broken wings
Everything you've done to me
Fooled my with shiny things
I let you clip my wings
Tossed me into this cage
Blinded in your episode of rage
Packed your bags and ran away
Leaving me here to forever stay
You gave me no warning
These memories are haunting
I am slowly breaking
Lost all that I have loved
Cursing at the sky above
He's never answered
It's time that I have mastered
Controlling these toxic thoughts
Stomach tied in knots
But I cannot soar
Nothing is like it was before
What was it all for?
You make me question myself
Because I have no one else
There's no one here for me
No guide to whom I want to be
Leaving my future up to fate
Filling up my heart with hate
As you deny
Every tear you made my cry
Trying to fool me with lies
Never taking accountability
Always talking secretly
Eyes demanding more from me
Always judging silently
Never leaving me alone
Yet neglecting and now me you have disowned
Drove me underground
Now I can't get out
Can you hear my shouts?
Shouts about the pain
What was it that you gained?
Never letting me decide
I'll expose every single lie
You have no more control
I need to learn to let you go
You're a criminal
My state is critical
Almost paralytical
Leaving me to fear
Anything that may seem sincere
Alone, abandoned
Cutting every strand
Would things be better dead?
What is left of my head?
Staring at the night sky
Trying to reunite
But I can no longer take flight
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Book of Depression...
PoesíaThis is a book with several poems and short stories about depression and what it is like. All work in this novel is written by me. The cover art is also done by myself.
