Pizza and wine, chill and dine turns into loosing what's mine

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Payton: we can't keep doing this
He said as he held my hands.
He had pulled me from the conversation with Charli and Josh to tell me something "important".
We were sat on Anthony's bed, Payton holding both my hands as tears flooded his eyes
Payton: I love you, I love you so fucking much but this isn't fair on you, none of this is
He said as a tear escaped his eye
Y/n: Payton please
I mumbled
Y/n: I can't live without you, I need you
I cried
Payton: no Y/n, you want me you don't need me, you need to find someone better, someone who can give you what you deserve
He said as he squeezed my hands a little tighter
Y/n: Payton stop, you can give me what I deserve, I deserve you and you deserve to be happy
I replied
Payton: I'm not happy, I know I can't give you the world, I can't give you what you need, I don't want it to be like that
Y/n: Payton please- I love you more then anything in this whole world and you're the most important thing in my life, I can't loose you.
I cried
Payton: you'll never loose me baby, I'll always be here wether you like it or not
He laughed a little, I let out a giggle before Payton pressed our foreheads together, his lips lacing onto mine, moving into a slow and passionate kiss, the last one I would be getting.
Payton: I'm sorry
He said as he pulled away and stood up, I cried as I watched him walk out, hearing the front door open and close.

I burst into tears and collapsed on the bed
I got up and made my way downstairs, Charli and Josh noticing my mascara stained cheeks
Charli: Oh my god- bebes what happened?
She asked as she opened her arms to me, I placed myself in between the both of them, my legs curled up by Josh and my head laying on Charli's lap
Y/n: he ended it-
I said quietly as I burst into tears again

I fell asleep on Charli's lap, her cradling me to try and help the endless pain subside
-what's up with Y/n?-
Josh: nothing, she's just sleeping
He answered half honest
I sat up as I heard the mention of my name, I looked up at the live
-Payton just announced the break up, I'm so sorry Y/n you deserve better ❤️-
I read that one out loud, tears flooding my eyes as I blinked them back
Y/n: so it's official then?
I asked quietly as I threw my head back, tears streaming down my cheeks
Charli: Omg bebe don't cry
She said as she hugged me
Y/n: he's the only thing in my life I was actually happy about
I said as I looked back at the live
Oliviaponton: dude why is she crying? Lmao
Y/n: unlike you I wasn't using Payton and he was the one thing I thought I would have forever, but now that's gone, sorry if I'm bothering you by letting out my emotions, this isn't a fucking game Olivia, you and your little 'friend group' can go choke on dicks!
I shouted as I got up, leaving the couch and heading to the front door.

As I was about to leave someone walked into the house
Kio: hey I'm just here to get some- oh, Y/n are you okay?
He asked as he came in, I immediately started crying again and he pulled me into a hug
Kio mouthed over to Josh "what happened"
"Payton broke up with her" josh mouthed back and Kio hugged me even tighter
Kio: it'll be okay, let's go get some ice cream and we can cry together
He smiled at me and I nodded
He headed over to the kitchen to get the ice cream and then we went upstairs

TIMESKIP

Y/n: it's just- thought he loved me, like I know he does, I'm just- I- I never thought he would- I just didn't think he would do that
I said as I dug into the ice cream
Y/n: I don't even know where he's gone and if he's okay, he won't pick up any of my calls, he's acting like I don't exist
I stressed
Kio didn't say anything just stared at me
Y/n: I'm just-
I got cut off my Kio's lips smashing into mine, I pulled away at the sudden contact and rolled of the bed
Y/n: Kio!
I shouted as I wiped my lips
Kio: I'm sorry, I- I wasn't thinking-
Y/n: obviously you weren't, I was talking about Payton, the guy I love
I explained to him, he laid back on the bed in defeat
Y/n: Kio seriously? After I just made a big deal about Chase and Nessa?
I asked
Kio: yeah- I didn't, you're not even- I would never
Y/n: oh heck no Kio
I said in an "ew" type of tone
Kio: well at least that's settled
He sat as he sat back up, me joining him back on the bed
Y/n: just out of interest, why did you kiss me? I asked as I began to eat the ice cream again
Kio: dude you're not even my type, I don't know... you're like a little sister to me, I just- I wasn't thinking
He admitted
Y/n: okay so... we forget about that kiss, Kio I'm literally a minor you need to chilll
I joked
Kio: dude I'm still shocked that I kissed you
He said as he took a spoonful of the ice cream
Y/n: agree to never talk about this again?
I laughed
Kio: deal, deal, double deal
He said and I laughed, I jumped over to where he was sat, pushing him down on the bed and messing up his hair
Y/n: yay I have my big bro back
I laughed as I hugged him
He laughed as well before hugging me back

Love y'all 💛

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