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Chapter 1:

It's so hard to believe that she's gone, still. I just wish she wouldn't have gone, I love her..well, I did. I don't know if I still do, she just left. 

But I shove the thought's out of my mind as I get out of bed and get ready for hell, luckily it's the last day this week. 

Then I have a whole weekend to spend with the one person who means the most to me, my dad. He's not able to pay the bill's anymore, he's lost his job and he's terribly ill. 

As I grab my bag I throw my phone into it before zipping it up and swinging the bag over my shoulder, I exit my room and walk down the hall. I walk to the kitchen where my dad is. 

"Morning son." "Morning dad, why aren't you in your chair?" I questioned opening the fridge for something to eat. 

"Didn't feel like I needed it this morning." He shrugged, I closed the fridge and smiled at him. "That's good, really good." "It is indeed, now hurry off to school. Don't wanna be late." He patted my shoulder. 

I smiled and nodded my head once before grabbing an apple from the fruit bowl on the counter and headed towards the front door. 

"I love you dad!" I said walking out, "Love you too son, I love you too.." I heard him say as I shut the door behind myself. 

I opened the door to my dad's truck and hopped in, I started it up as I tossed my bag in the passenger seat. I sighed looking at it, as it reminded me of  Kate. 

She used to sit there every morning as I drove us to school, man how  miss junior year so fucking much. That was the year before anything ever happened. 

In the summer after junior year she left to go to a camp. She was excited so excited to go, but unexpectedly she ended up liking it there so she found a place to stay in florida. 

Of course I was happy for her, we'd been bestfriends since the 4th grade. But I only had the gut's to ask her out graduation of junior year. 

Now here I am all alone of senior year, prom is coming up in 3 month's. And everyone is already going crazy, not me though. It wouldn't be the same without Kate here with me. 

And for that reason, I've decided I'm not going. It's been almost a year now and I'm still not over the fact that she's gone. 

I was happy for her until she decided to move and live there, that's when I lost all feeling's for her. How could she just leave everything we had behind? 

I was upset about it for a while, and it's still upsetting but I'm completely over her. Though I don't think I could love anyone else the way I loved her. 

I pull into a parking space in the school parking lot and get out after grabbing my bag and turning off the truck engine. 

I take a bite of my apple walking past the school click's, the jock's who I didn't hang out with, the slut's of the school, and the nerd's, there were a few other group's but let's not discuss them. 

As I walk past the group of girl's which happened to be the biggest thot's in the school, I get stopped by a high pitched squeal calling my name. 

I rolled my eyes turning on my heel's to be face to face with the one and only Vanessa Burgen's, the worst hoe of them all. 

She yapped on her gum right in front of me, with that same smirk on her face she always had on her face full of make-up  when she wanted to get some dick. 

"Can I help you?" "Actually, yes, you can." she nodded raising her eyebrows. I furrowed my eyebrows together as she turned standing next to me and facing her girlfriend's. Who I'm sure she has occasionally finger her when she can't get a guy.