Sanders Sides oneshots❤💛💚💙💜2020

Self hate (short angst) 💙💚

This is some Logan angst cause why not? And Yes- It's Intrulogical!

TW: Self hate, cursing, cuts

So the prompt is that Logan hates himself and one day when Deceit gets all the sides to tell the truth or whatnot- then Logan reveals that he hates himself. And ya- here we go!

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Remus POV💚 (aka trash rat/trash panda)

"Hey De?" I ask Janus. He looks at me from his chair and hums. "What do ya need?" I take a moment and say "I think that maybe one of the light sides are feeling down, can you make them all tell the truth?" Deceit agrees and we sink down to the light sides area. 

Logan is standing near the staircase, Roman is sitting on the TV stand, Virgil is sitting on the stairs, and Patton is near the window with a cookie sticking out of his mouth. "Hey guys!" I greet. "Hello!"  "Hey bro." "Hi trashman." "Greetings."           "So uh Im going to ask you all some questions!" I say. Janus appears next to me and we start. I lean over to Deceit and whisper "is it ready? Did you do it?" He nods. I turn back to everyone. "Okay so Patton!" I ask. He looks over to me "yea kiddo!" "So are you okay?" I ask. "Yes, life is going amazing!" He says. 

He then notices that he couldnt lie but he dismissed it, but his answer was good. "Roman? Are you okay?" I ask. "Yes, just a little bummed since Virgil won't love me." Roman spoke. He then realized what he said. Then Virgil spoke up "Aww how sweet princy. And yes Remus I am also fine."  Then I turned to Logan but someone else spoke. "Logan you haven't been quiet, but are you alright?" Deceit asks. Remus chimes in "Logie, baby? Are you alright?" Logan chuckles and speaks....

No one's POV 🌸

Logan chuckles and tries to say that he's fine, but he can't lie so he says "I fucking hate myself." Logan then quickly slaps his hands to his mouth. Everyone around the room is shocked. Logan then sinks out into his room, trying to figure out why he said the truth.

Patton was the first to speak "w-what?" Then Patton broke out sobbing, Then Remus.  Janus, virgil, and Roman fought back tears and Roman had an idea "w-we need to see if.. h-he.. self ha- harms.." Roman spoke. So while Patton ate cookies (and still crying) then Roman, Virgil and Deceit went to Logan's room. 

Logan's POV💙     (go check out mah tiktok.........)

I sunk down to my room and cried while panicking. They found out because I couldn't lie! Deceit must have eone something! I kept crying knowing that they would never see me the same. Im so damn pathetic!! I went to sit on my bed but i started to get dizzy.... I look down and see that my cuts were bleeding. Oh no...

No one's POV 

  Deciet, Roman, and Virgil went upstairs to Logan's door. When they got to the dark blue door then they stood there.  "Logan open up!" Virgil yelled through the door.   After a minute then Deceit yelled "Thats n̸o̸t̸ it! We're n̸o̸t̸ coming in!" Then Roman kicked down the door. They all went in to see Logan, passed out on the floor with blood on his arms. "HE DOES!" Virgil yelled in a panic.

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Hi! Im not dead! I was feeling upset so I wrote this, but now its better so im not gonna finish it.  I started cosplaying again on tiktok if u wanna check it out! I cosplay Logan! 💙 

The next chapter will be a short fluffy intrulogical based on a duet I made with a cosplay friend!

Well, bai~ ❤❤❤❤💛💛💛💛💚💚💚💚💙💙💙💙💜💜💜💜🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈