Lucifer I won't give up

She doesn't wanna see me

(Lucifer POV)

Ever since I showed Chloe my devil face she wants nothing with me. I miss catching criminals and giving them the punishment they deserve but I just truly miss her. But I suppose that anyone would be afraid of me. After all who wouldn't be afraid of the devil. Maze has visited and I've been talking with Linda a little bit but after a while I decided I just wanna be alone. I made everyone go on with there lives without me in it anymore. I don't want there sympathy when it was my mistake and my doing. I drink a glass of bourbon and end up downing the whole bottle before I know it. I couldn't keep my mind of Chloe no matter what I did. I decided to go for a fly maybe some fresh air would help me forget her. 

(Chloe POV)

When I arrived to the L.A.P.D it was really hard not to have Lucifer there with me. But I knew it was for the better. He was the actual devil. Which means there's no way he can be good can he. As I walk up to my desk I notice Dan. "Hey Dan what's up".  "I need you to watch Trixie tonight". "I thought you and her were having a father daughter night". "A case came up that can't be ignored". "Dan you always cancel on her. What am I suppose to tell her". "Just tell her that something came up at work and we'll do it a different day". "Okay Dan but you better do it with her she was really looking forward to it". "Mommy"! Trixie comes in running and jumps into my arms. "Hey Monkey". "Are you coming with to father daughter night". "You know it's father daughter but I can make an acception". She whispers to me. "No monkey actually your gonna be at my house tonight. Something came up". "Awwww. Am I ever gonna get to spend time with daddy"? "Ya Monkey he'll make it up to you sometime soon. Okay". "Okay". I give Dan a bit of a death stare and then pick Trixie up in my arms and bring her home. Once I got home I played with her until it was her bedtime. I read her a couple bedtime stories before she really had to get to bed. I kiss her on her forehead. "Goodnight Monkey". As I turned to leave she asked me a question I dreaded. "Mommy am I ever gonna see Lucifer again". "I...I..Don't know Monkey. Just get some sleep". I walked out of her room and kinda wondered if I would ever let Lucifer back in my life. I know the one thing that I was wondering is what Lucifer was doing and how he was feeling. I kinda was feeling guilty after I had to tell him that I wanted him to stay away from me. He probably is hurting as much as I am. But I just gotta keep thinking that it's best that he's outta my life or so I thought. I end up drinking a bit before I let tiredness take over me. 

(Flashback)

"Lucifer". He slowly turns around and that's when I see it. His face looks exactly like the devil. I stay quiet for a bit and just stare at him. "Detective". "It's all true". "You really are the devil". "Chloe". He steps forward a bit. So I step back. "No.....Don't you dare come any closer". Tears start streaming down my face. "Your the Devil". He stay's quiet for a bit before he breaks the silence. "Detective I never lied to you and I never wanted to hurt you". He ends up trying to step towards me. "I said stay back". At this point he stopped and stepped way back. "I'm sorry". "I know your sorry but I want you to stay away from me from now on.I don't wanna see you".  He just slowly nodded and I thought I even saw some tears fall down his face. But before I knew it he whipped out his bloody wings and took flight. I remember seeing him leave hoping I was making the right decision.

(Back to present)

I wake up in the morning to Trixie shaking me awake. "Mommy wake up". "Hey Monkey". I yawn. "Your gonna be late for work". I looked at the clock. I was gonna be late. "Oh I'm sorry Monkey". "It's okay I didn't wanna wake you earlier cause you looked so peaceful". "Thank you Monkey". I kiss her on the forehead. "The Babysitter will be here soon so be good for her". "I will". That's when I hear the knock on the door. "That's the babysitter so I'll see you later baby". "Bye Mommy". I head to the door greet the babysitter and tell her when I'll be back. Then head to the L.A.P.D where I greet Dan and just get into my work for most of the day. "Hey Chloe i'm gonna pick up Trixie and bring her on that movie I promised". "Okay just tell the babysitter that it's okay with me". "Okay I'll drop her off when the movies over you should be home by then". As I see him walk away. I smile at least he kept his word. After about 15 minutes I get a call from Dan. "Hey Dan what you need thought you were seeing a movie". "Chloe It's Trixie". "What about her Dan". He stays quiet. "Dan what happened or like what's going on". "Chloe she's not here. Nobody is". When though's words came outta his mouth I dropped my phone and headed there immediately. I just felt this pit in my stomach on my way over. Where was my daughter.