My poems

Unknown

When your lost and drained of hope where do I go?
Where do I thrive
Why must I get you then
You disappear
Like a ghost in the night?

Like that you were here with me
And just like that, you were gone
Why must I keep doing this to myself

Am I not right to want you
And to have you not leave
But I guess it's all I've ever seen
Time after time
You will leave

Nobody stays
Only leaves
Do I not please you universe
To torture me like this

But if he is gone so shall I soon as well
I will be nothing like I was before like I am now
I just want what others can hold
I just want someone to call my home
I only want one thing

But it seems it's too hard to have
It's too difficult to ask for
I let myself go blind
And now I'm suffering dearly

I don't want you to go
I want you here
I want you near
For I hold you dear

Never once was I told the truth
But when I look at you the truth is there
No wonder I stare

I want you here I do
But that your choice
Of whatever you pursue
For if it's death so shall it be
But know it will forever affect me

For that is what is in the unknown