My poems

Unhinged By Bennie E Duncan

I know it feels.
To be unwanted
To be unheard
To be unloved

And that I'm something nobody wanted
Not even I want myself
I don't want me

Why would anyone else want me as well?
I'm nothing, I'm useless,
I can't be loved
Maybe I should stop trying my hearts gone through enough...

I don't think I can keep on crying
Maybe it's true
Maybe I'm not worth someone
Maybe I'm not worth anyone.

Maybe they will all fall away
One by one
Everyone won't stay
They don't care.

As hard as I try I keep fucking up
Maybe I should die
Seems like all I do is cause pain
Maybe me leaving will release me

Maybe I'm not supposed to be here
Maybe my time has come my dear
Maybe just maybe if I stop fighting
The night will become what I'm wanting

I'm not beautiful
I am not worth it
All I am is just another poppet
Full of stuffing for another one's pleasure
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