Julian

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" I have always failed those that I had loved. But still this damn heart, starts falling in love." - Julian

Kii came just in time for brunch.
"Hey." She said when I opened the door.
"Hii. Well Aza had been pretty excited.  O man! Is that chesse burgers. I love you, dude."
"Yep. Well...she seems all right. Now."
Now, Kii does have one of the biggest smile, and, well I kind of like it.

"Hey. Hey. Come in. And dont mind him. He is stupid."  Aza jumped in with a spatula. I guess she was trying to cook cheese- egg sandwich.

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We spend an hour eating cheese burgers, sandwiches and lime- wine. And watching James Bond.

" Lets go out. Am getting bored" Aza stretched and said while drinking wine.
"What about West One?" - Kii
" You both can shop, I guess I will have to meet someone." - Well, it has been months since I had hooked up , because of the football and stuff.

" Are you planning to hook up. While we would be shopping?" Aza read my mind.
" Umm..yeah. Maybe."
" You..should..get a girlfriend. " she patted my knee. At the end, I know we both are suffering from the same grief and guilt.
" Never. "
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So..it was decided. We went to West One. I  drived Morbes. While Aza and Kii were talking about some new guy in their school.
" Why do you call your car Morbes? I have always wondered." Kii said suddenly.
Aza became silent. Ross had named it Morbes, we did not actually named our Volkswagen anything. But SHE started calling it Morbes
" Well one of our friends calls it Morbes. So..we too started calling it."
Aza said quietly , in a grave voice.

And the rest of our journey was quiet.
Aza looked out of the window. And Kii who knew Aza's mood swings kept quiet.

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When we reached West One. Aza became happy again. Like the dark clouds have left. And its sunny again.
"Hey, am sorry. I was just thinking of a new prank." Aza pecked on Kii's cheek.
"Lets go" Kii is really sweet. I noted.
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I watched them go.
Then I went to my hookup place.
But then, it was her place. It was our place, we used to come here for smoking.

Moki, was already waiting there. But I suddenly felt like sitting alone. So, I quickly finished it. And asked her to go.

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I miss her.
And sometimes I feel like she is here with me, laughing at the ones I have hooked up with.

Because she knows,
She is the only one I have lived with all my heart.
And she would have laughed, if she would have heard it.
Would have said how corny it is.

Would have. But she wont. Because she is no more.

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