Adopted by Joe Sugg and Caspar Lee

Introduction

"Where's my dinner?" He screams. My eyes widen in horror and I feel the growing pit in my stomach fill up with anxiety.

Shit. I forgot how late it was.

"I-im sorry I must've forgot the time." I stutter.

"Well obviously not sorry enough! Now you're gonna be punished. Go into the room while I get something to eat. As for you, no food for another day!" He laughs as I get up to leave.

"Yes, sir." I say on the verge of tears.

"It's your fault anyway." I hear him whisper.

I know exactly what he's going to do to me. It's what he does as 'punishment'. I feel a hot tear flow down my cheek as my eyes lay upon the rope.

He usually uses it to tie me down.

But, I've had enough of this bullshit.

I grab the rope and make a loop with it. Then I wrap some more around the bottom of.

A noose.

Not even thinking, I put it around my neck, break open the window and jump out.

I've just hung myself.

I never thought it would ever come to this. I never thought that I'd need- want to....

I was on my last breath when I hear someone yell at me.

"Bitch what are you doing?" I feel the rope come lose and my heart, gradually beating slower and slower, drops. I plummet down to the sidewalk.

...From a two story wimdow.

"That's what you get for disobeying me!" I hear him scream.

I hit the ground with speed I can't even fathom, and my back feels like it just broke into a million pieces.

Like a small, innocent, delicate little china doll.

But no one would call me that. My body has been through way too much shit to be called any of that, except maybe for small. At least I'd say.

Although, I don't even know what I'm supposed to look like. I haven't seen anyone other than him in three years.

I lay on the ground, too terrified, too broken, too unmotivated to move.

I should run now.

But I can't.

Right now, I just want to be dead.