Life is really unpredictable ,isn't it????
Just when we think it couldn't get anymore worse, just then it proves us how much wrong we can be....
It was a chilly night,and there was a 18 years old girl sitting near her big window and staring sadly at the night sky.... If it was just an ordinary day the girl would have loved to talk about her day, complain about her school and talk about her love to the brightest star which she believes her mother, especially when she scored 77% in her midterm for the first time in her life...
Sadly she doesn't have any ordinary days anymore, these past 2 months were a nightmare for her, her family, her friends, her whole neighborhood and mostly for her love, and still is.....
Min Jhill a chubby 5'2 inch, average looking fragile, weak girl who is so dumb that everyone in her school call her dumboo, who never scored more than 40% and always comes last in her class , scored 77% , which is really impressive, everyone was shocked by the results but was happy at the same time... But she couldn't celebrate ,the man whom she loves most, who helped her to achieve this isn't here to share her happiness so what's the point of being happy.....
Min Jhill was a dumb girl for sure but she was "his"dummy ,she has a weak heart but her heart fill with love for everyone and mostly for "him", she was a below average looking girl but for "him" she was the prettiest girl, she never talks rudely to anyone but today she did, today she talked harshly to "him", today she hurt "him"... But she was hurt too so let her anger out on him, and she reasoned that he deserved it.....
The girl who couldn't be angry with anyone more than few minutes was beyond angry, she was furious with the love of her life well she had all the rights .... She was supposed to be with him in his hard times, but he never bothered to tell about his misery, why? Doesn't he love her??? Does he still think her as a child???? Can't he see she is big girl now for God sake she is 18 now,she knows her responsibility......
Yes maybe she is a weak but at least she can stay by his side...
So when this evening he told her he wants to talk to her, she rudely said she doesn't want to talk to him but he still manages to ask her if she believes what all the people are talking about him, and she was so angry that, that she just said' yes 'she believes cause" there is no smoke without fire" without even thinking,and left but before leaving she took one good look at his face and by that look she knew she hurt him but she was hurt too, he shut her off for 2 months and it was killing her....
She never believes anyone over him, he is her heartbeat, how can she believes people over him, she was regretting the words she told him so she made her mind that the moment sun will rise, she will go to him and will apologize.... She thought she has all the time so let him suffer the night but she didn't know how much wrong she was....
A loud bang on the door brought her back to this world, she was still processing what was happening at this late hour but the banging got louder so she hurriedly open the door and saw her older sister Yoona who was panting really hard and was in the verge of tears .... Yoona couldn't form her words, she was pointing at her right side and trying to say something but words doesn't seems to come out from her mouth....
By the look of her older sister's face she knew something terrible has already happened .....finally the words came out of Yoona's mouth --
"He committed Suicide " ,
and after hearing those words from her older sister, her world stopped, she knew now it was too late, she couldn't believe it, she didn't want to believe so she ran, she ran to the person she loves most ,she ran to his house....
Reaching his house she saw the whole neighborhood there, some were whispering, some were crying, she didn't want to waste any time, she hurriedly started to make her way to the house pushing everyone out of her way and finally she entered the room ,she saw how his beloved mother was crying, how their friends and family all were crying there and then she saw the person whom she loves most was lying there lifelessly on his own pool of blood, of course he cutted his artery, he is one of the best young doctor in the country, he knows too well what to cut and what not to....
The handsome face became pale now, those plum pink lips became blue now but still he manages to look handsome....
She couldn't believe that the love of her life is gone now... And she won't believe it...
Looking at his lifeless body, she only remembers the last thing he said to her when she was leaving him,
"Will you still come to meet me at the morning on a fine Spring Day"
and she didn't reply anything, she just left him there cause she thought, she has all the time in the world to tell him that and now it's too late....
Now he is gone, the love of her life is dead and it's because of her......
And She fainted.........
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It's been 3 days since his death, she still doesn't wanna admit that he is dead, she didn't cry, she just went to her room and locked herself... She heard her older brother's scream for his best friend, she heard the whimpers of her older sister, she heard his father's cry, she heard everything but she still doesn't wanna believe....
Her father knocked her door for quite sometimes before she finally opened the door, she was staring at him blankly, he knew it was hard for her so he just said " this letter came for you, here take it and take some rest " and he left after giving her the letter... She didn't know what was this letter about so she just decided throw it to the trash can and just when she was about to throw it, she saw the handwriting on the envelope, it was beautiful and it was addressed as
"To the beautiful Jhill"
and by looking at the handwriting she knew It was him, the letter was from him, she wasted no time and just torn the envelope and started to read the letter ---
"To my dearest Jhill,
Mian ..............
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P.S.- "Nobody's gonna love anyone as much as I love you "remember it......
Goodbye..... "
( I won't disclose the whole letter now, it will reveal later)
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She read it repeatedly, tears started to stream down on her face and she finally realized that
He is really Gone,
and there is nothing she can do to bring him back, she knew she has to live her whole life without him ,at this point she was dying inside, but she knew she has to stay strong for her family, for his family and for him... Cause he maybe broke his promises but she won't...
She knew this is the moment she will always remember cause this is the moment she realized she will never feel that warmth of his body again, this time she knew
"Kim Seokjin is truly gone, he is dead, he broke his all promises and left her all alone to live this miserable life without him "............
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Too many grammatical errors, but still trying... Hope you guys will like It.... Support me please, I don't have anybody except you guys....
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Spring Day
Fanfiction"until flower blooms again, stay there......." They say life doesn't revolve around someone, it doesn't stop if someone leaves you, but is it true???? They say moving on is really necessary for living, but for her moving on means betrayal.... Moving...
