This Isn't LOVE, This Is MADNESS [Ben Barlow × Kellin Quinn x Vic Fuentes]

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[[Ben Barlow, you are awesomesauce in my book. You rock as much as silverstein does.]]

@heymoon123 first off hey and thanks for all your feedback. You were the one that gave me MY first feedback. And it felt oh so good. Also thanks to you you reawakened my love of Ryan Ross and Weezer/ Rivers Cuomo.

@metalenthusiast

Canadian Softball. Thanks for that. Sorry I'm never online. This COVID SHIT SUCKS; takes away from my being online time.
Dezeray's Hammer may not be the end all for you but I ♡ them still.

Mixtape BUTCH WALKER
Not Over You GAVIN DE GRAW

@super_spearmint
Thank you for being you!
Thank you for the awesome cover art of Gerard Way.
Maybe I can use him along with Ryan Ross. Don't know yet. 

Two worlds who will not show me Reason enough to be devout.

Imp // ALBERT HILL

@Dizzy_Star_77

Mikey Way will always have you in his corner. which is reason enough for me to have you in my corner.
Secondly I'd love to have you as a beta reader. Even if all you do is criticize... that would help. help me I.// GERARD WAY
@LexieBlueMoon I think I used to RP with you. Remember a Shane Told??
Medication // SILVERSTEIN

@petitemeow @saymeow9 [on insta] you are my best friend irl. And you NEVER judged me for being bisexual. You are the best best BEST friend; accepting me the way I am.... I thank you.

For example; @clemsonmbb they're still my favourites [even though we were like 8th in THE ACC ] which really isn't that bad but conversely ain't that good. But I STILL LOVE THEM. Brad Brownell is an excellent coach and he believes in his guys. [So do I.]  
@Clemson is where I got my first adulting experience. Going from place to place in the dorms; celebrating @Duke winning the 2010 Championship was fun. So was New West with RJ Meg Jenny and I.

***Lastly thank you to anyone who bothers to read this little fiction. It helps me pass the time and that's worth everything! Plus it hones my writing chops. I just don't know if my characters are believeable as they're written. Are they? Also periodically I will ask for ideas on what I am writing. Like should a. happen next or b. Should happen. Thanks for reading. Thumbs up do count for something 🖒 
So on with the story..
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Oh but first.....
1. Bain Mattox
2. Jump Little Children
3. Avril Lavigne
4. Darius Rucker/Hootie and the Blowfish
5. Howie Day
6. Josh Kelley [Yes his bro is in Lady A]
7. Gavin De Graw
8. Anthony Raneri / Bayside
9. Silverstein /Shane Told/ River Oaks
10. Army of Me
11. Thirty Seconds To Mars
12. The Academy Is... /William Beckett
13. Pierce the Veil
14. Isles & GLACIERS [Vic & Craig & woah what a thing]
15. Craig Owens /Chiodos
16. Katy Perry
17. Butch Walker /Marvelous 3
18. Bright Eyes/ Conor Oberst / Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band / Monsters of Folk 
19. Azure Ray / Maria Taylor / Orenda Fink
20 First Aid Kit
21. Death Cab For Cutie / The Postal Service
22. Green Day
23. Aaron James Whisnant / Aaron James / Dezeray's Hammer / Albert Hill are all my current faves.
24. 311
25. Weezer /Rivers Cuomo
26. Foo Fighters
27. The Young Veins; Ryan Ross
28. Ryan Adams
29. Will Hoge
30. Paramore
31. Nirvana
32. Pearl Jam [[growing up: my Fave band ever and they're still epic]]
33. Smashing Pumpkins /Zwan /Billy Corgan
34. Kill Hannah / Wrongchilde
35. Clem Snide / Modern Skirts
36. R.E.M.
37. Lee Brice
38. Pistol Annies
39. The Highwaywomen
40. Billie Ellish 
I'm positive I left someone who's REALLY important to me. If anyone is interested in any of these bands I can help out... Like Bain Mattox and Kill Hannah or Clem Snide or Lee Brice. So yeah I'm all about The Vespers and Pistol Annies right now.