Heyo, behind this stan like account is a lady named Isabelle. I'm making this just to dump my thoughts. Don't see it as a cry for help or seek for attention. it's just thoughts that I feel are okay being public.
I was just watching Jojo with my friend Guillermo today and I had the best feeling I had through all this pandemic and possibly this whole school year; I finally felt comfortable, like I don't have to try and agree with anything he says, like I don't have to analyze what he saying, and like I don't have worry. I've been dealing with this pretty negative dude for the past year and now that he's gone and I've moved past him and he's moved past me I feel truly comfortable ...mentally
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To say that I hate him would be completely false, I genuinely loved him whether I want to admit it or not, but if I kept that thing going I would be going insane by now. My friend Guillermo is sleeping on call while I'm writing this and I don't like to compliment him but he's a really good friend he's just super annoying lmao. We played Roblox, watched strange Arabic videos on youtube, and then started watching Jojo. In the middle of an episode, I said that Schlatt uploaded a new weekly slap and he legitimately took interest and watched the whole thing in awe with me, and then we talked about it afterward. It doesn't sound like much but it felt amazing somebody actually acknowledging my opinion and caring about my interest.
Thank you for listening too, I found this as an amazing place to vent when I don't want the people I'm venting about to see it lmao.
