The blonde squeezes his head in his hands, not being able to erase the sad feeling crawling from his heart to his head. He hears someone knock on his dorm room door, but he doesn't answer. He knows it's not Jungkook. Why would he even come back here? He was a dick to him, if he was in his place he wouldn't come back either.
The knocking doesn't stop, causing Jimin to groan, standing up and opening the door, snarling at the girl who smiles sweetly at him.
"Hey baby!" She greets, wanting to kiss Jimin, but Jimin pulls back, the painfull feeling in his heart only getting worse.
"Jennie, i want to end...whatever this is" he says, having enough of lying to himself and others. The said girl furrows her eyebrows, her manicured hand reaching out to cling on Jimin's bicep.
"What? Why? You're my boyfriend" she says while batting her eyes and pouting, making Jimin shake with light disgust as he shakes the girl of him.
"Listen here Jennie, I don't want this relationship. So spend your time on someone who does want you" he says, grabbing his jack and walking out the door, Jennie freezing before following the boy.
"I-I'll tell everyone that you're GAY" she says, proud of her blackmail, crossing her arms with a smug look on her face.
"You do that, I don't give a shit" Jimin mumbles, causing Jennie's smug look to dissapear like snow before the sun. She watches Jimin walk off, her fists clenching so hard her knuckles turn white. And yet, a smile makes a way to her face.
"Just you wait Park Jimin, you'll be mine soon"
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"What? Did he really say that?" Yoongi asks as he eats some popcorn, Jungkook nodding his head and quickly wiping away a stray tear.
"Yup" he says, popping the -p and also grabbing some of the popcorn, sighing deeply.
"You know, I actually thought he liked me" the ravenette mumbles sadly, causing Yoongi's eyebrows to furrow slightly.
"That's the thing, he did" he answers, making Jungkook's eyes grow large as he sits up to look his hyung in the eyes.
"What did he say?!" He whisper yells, causing Yoongi to jump slightly, but smiles amused anyways.
"He was so nervous to ask you out, if he didn't like you, he wouldn't have been so nervous" Yoongi shrugs, grabbing another handfull of popcorn, now continuing to watch their k-drama: Romance is a bonus book.
"Why can't someone like Cha Eun-ho just come into my life? Handsome, caring and sensitive" Jungkook mumbles with a heavy pout, making Yoongi chuckle and shake his head.
A knock on the door snaps them out of their kdrama daydream, Yoongi pausing the show as Jungkook stands up to get the door. Jungkook sighs as he opens the door, crossing his arms at the male in front of him.
"Yoongi hyung, Hobi hyung is here!" He yells, letting the elder in, who quickly side hugs the younger. Jungkook wants to close the door, but a force opens it, causing Jungkook to stumble back a bit.
"What the fu- Jimin?" As the younger says the elder's name, his voice softens, now standing eye to eye with the man who was so incredibly rude to him.
"Kook, I'm so sorry. For everything"
Jungkook furrows his eyebrows, crossing his arms as he motions for Jimin to keep talking. The said man takes a deep breath, still catching it from the jog he did to get here.
"J-Jennie blackmailed me with the fact that I'm into boys, and that I'm not the top between us two. I'm sorry for saying such harsh thing, and hurting you. I really am, please forgive me" Jimin mumbles the last part, Jungkook's eyes staring back at his, the elder not being able to read any of the emotions.
"So, let me get this correctly, you're ashamed to be with me?" The younger lets out, making Jimin's eyes widen and shake his head.
"N-No, not at all" the elder genuinly lets out, shaking his hands in front of him.
"It does sound like that to me. You're embarresed that you like boys and the fact that I'm the top" Jungkook now mumbles, furrowing his dark eyebrows at his own conclusion.
"No, Jungkook-"
"Am I wrong?" Jimin falls quiet for a bit, looking at his shoes before looking at the younger again.
"Look, I broke up with her. I don't want her, I want you" he says, his eyes scanning the face of the younger and now bringing up his small hands, craddling the youngers face, who closes his eyes at the feeling of his skin against his own again. The brunette brings up his hands, placing them on top of the other's.
"You need to figure yourself out, Jimin" the younger mumbles, causing the elder to nod immediately.
"Yes, yes I will, promise. Just, please forgive me" he softly pleads, causing a small silence to occur before Jungkook answers.
"No. I don't forgive you" he says so soft and voice so fragile as if he could break any second. The brunette carefully takes of the blonde's hands, his eyes squeezing closed as he rips his hands away from the other's, his heart protesting immensly, but he doesn't listen to it, and proceeds.
"K-Kook-"
"Leave, please" the said male mumbles, looking down at their shoes, not being able to look the other in the eyes, knowing he'd break. He hears a deep sigh, before hearing footsteps slowly becoming softer and softer, before closing the door, leaning against it. He closes his eyes, feeling his heart painfully sting.
'I want to forgive you, but who says that you'll won't hurt me again?'
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A/N: small chapterrr, planning to update a bit more since school is FINALLY over loll
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