Hoseok stays quiet as he sees the younger storming away from the door, his eyebrows pulled into a frown and lips stretched into a thin line. Yoongi sighs as he sees the look the younger is giving their maknae, already knowing what inner turmoil his significant other is feeling.
"I know Hobi, I know" he murmers, pressing a soft kiss on the other's cheek, the other not unfreezing like he normally does, causing his boyfriend to pull the other into a soft hug, but Hoseok gently pushing him off.
"Hoseok, what's wrong?" Yoongi asks with a worried expression, cupping the other's face with his small, yet veiny hands, the other melting against the soft grip on his cheeks.
"I'm confused" he confesses, his voice softer than usual and eyes shining with vulnerability, momentarily taking Yoongi's breath away. The elder of the two just stays quiet, looking at his precious lover with awaiting eyes and a loving expression. But Hoseok doesn't talk. The quiet is waiting to be broken, the air longing to be filled with whispers of truth and both males feel weirdly comfortable with the mood they created.
"I feel like..." Hoseok's voice comes out way softer than he wanted it to, his voice being a soft, confused whisper. The elder just looks at the younger with patience, nodding his head as a sign for the other to continue.
"My heart beats faster, almost bursting my cheeks turn red within 2 seconds, my palms get sweaty and hands shaky. no butterflies, just a feeling of safety, like I've come home. That's how i feel when i look at you, Yoongi"
Yoongi smiles lightly, feeling his heart beat one beat quicker because of the heartfelt confession. His left thumb strokes the ravenette's cheek, savoring the soft melonin skin. The younger closes his eyes, leaning his head further into the other's hand, pressing a soft kiss to the other's palm.
"But I don't feel like that just with you"
Yoongi's thumb stops stroking, hand now frozen on the other's cheek. Hoseok notices it with a heavy feeling in his stomach, opening his eyes to meet Yoongi's confused ones.
"I'm confused Yoongles. I love you, but I also have the same feelings towards someone else I don't know what to do"
Yoongi's body is still frozen, eyes now cold and emotionless, Hoseok reaching out to embrace the other in his arm, but the elder pushing him away, climbing off his lap at the same time. succesfully making a crack inside the youngers fragile heart.
"Y-You." Hoseok looks down with dissapointment as he listens to his boyfriend trying to take in the situation, now standing in front of him.
"So you- did you- I-..." There's a silence again, this one in contrast to the one before. Air heavy with unsaid emotions, reeking of heartache and mixed thoughts, anything but comfortable.
"Who?"
Hoseok looks up with his eyebrows knitted together, slightly confused while Yoongi just looks at the floor, his fists clenched tightly by his sides.
"Is that important? I just told you tha-"
"Who."
Hoseok shuts his mouth as he sees the look his lover is giving him, sighing deeply before his eyes also downcast towards the carpeted floor, heart fluttering invonterily as he thinks of the boy.
"Taehyung.. it's Taehyung"
The air feels heavier than before and tension could be cut by a butter knife. The ravenhead is still looking down, his breath stopping as he sees his boyfriends white sneakers now standing in front of his own, quickly looking up. His heart shatters as he meets Yoongi's eyes, not being used to seeing them without emotion and looking so cold not even the hottest winter fire could warm them.
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Someone you loved (Jikook)
Romance"T-Though I hate fact t-that lately you're not a-around, And the fact that you don't answer my call." The brunette now quickly looks at his paper, before looking at the ravenette again, his eyes showing all his raw emotions: regret, sadness, guilt a...
