All That Matters

Chapter 9

months later
Selena Gomez
My plan kind of work justin decided not to press charges cause im pegnant but lil za went to jail but the reason i said kind of worked because justin took me to the lakers games and we where on the kiss cam he kissed me i smiled in the kiss but right now im at home i got dressed in this

and the reason why it has me and justin because hes over here at my house we been hanging out he wanted us to match aww thats what i love about him but im showing so i had to wear a big jacket and of course it was justin jacket we went to the movies and then on a walk my stomach started hurting we went home after shopping i laid down justin came picked me up making me sit in his lap i smiled "selena about that kiss we shared i loved it how about i do it again" he said i smiled we made out my baby bump on his tan abs he rubbed my bump after a long kiss i laid on his chest "are you sure this my kid" he asked i looked "yes its not lil za baby i did him after i became pregnant do you rember when scooter told us to do something but we had sex instead" i said he thought "yea which my fiance is mad at me again she wont even come home i dont know where she at im worried" he said "well she might be at a friend house" i said kissing his neck it always calms him down "or did you kidnapp her again" he asked "no ima need help to do thst and lil za in jail and everyone liks her GOD DAMNIT JUSTIN CANT YOU SEE I WANT YOU"i yelled getting up "i hate her guts i love you she dont"i said getting on my knees "your my obesstion i want ans need you" i said unbuclking his pants "selena stop it" he said "i love you but really your doing this because of jelousy" he said i pulled his lenght out "shh no talking" i said as my lips came contact to his penis he groand as i slid my mouth up and down it he pulled my hair the we endned up having sex after sex we laid there "i do want you i wouldnve of kissed you at the game bit i do love you and her" he said "i love her more" he said we kissed "i love you too" i said avpiding what he last said he smiled playing with my area" i dont want to loose you" i said "you not but i have to go find brianna" he said i looked and ran to him and blocked the bedroom door "you can't" I said he made a confused look "and why not" he asked I looked around for an answer but then I kissed him "because I want you" I said he signed "she's already hurt I haven't talk or seen her in 5 months she might know about this and hate me"Justin said I singed "but she can't do like I can" I said he go up "that's enough Selena I will do for this baby but I want my fiance more than anything I love her can't you see that" he said I got up "you said you loved me"I yelled "but I said I loved you both but her most she's been with me since we were 14 then you had to come and ruin it" he yelled "you were the one who came to me wanting me so don't flip the script we were fucking for three years and now here you are at my house you don't get it when we use to make love my feelings got stronger For you this time yea I kidnapped the bitch cause if I can't have you no one will" I yelled "you know what Selena call me when your not an obsessed bitch" he said getting his coat and leaving I ran to the door "Justin wait" I yelled he got in his car and left I sat and cried I got my razor and cut my self I can't live without him I sat thinking then I went to my closet and seen the thing that will end it all for me I cried everyone will miss me when I'm gone then everything went black ...

Justin POV
I found out where Eric stay and went to his house but his mother said he's at a friend house I went to that friend house it led me to a masion I ranged the door bell a girl came out "oh hell naw you got two seconds to get off my damn door step" she said about to slam the door in my face but I put my foot in the door "let me talk to Brianna" I said "after five months of you fucking with Gomez I don't think I can let you see her she's doing better and once she see you she will get stress again" the girl said then I seen Eric come to the door "Eric you have to let me see her" I said he shook his head no I groaned "what's going on" I heard the voice I wanted to hear she came in front of them and see it was me her small baby bump looked pretty she had red eyes she looked at me and stood there she looked at her friends "just give me a min or three" she said the went in she sat on the step "something don't feel right" she said I sat by her she looked down "I'm sorry" I said she looked at me "how life with Selena" she asked I looked at her as she looked off into the sky "I broke it off with her" I said she rolled her eyes laughing "it's funny you say that you said that before" she said wiping her eyes "something still don't feel right like someone died" she said putting her head on me well she's warming back up too me I smiled she looked at me smiling "was Selena obsessed" she asked I nodded "yea she was so I left" I said she looked at me "can we go talk to her I fell bad" she said getting up I nodded we went over there the door was opened "Selena" I said me and bri went upstairs I went to the bathroom nothing then I heard a scream I went to the room to see Selena with sleeping pills and a rope like she tried to kill herself "call 911" I said bri nodded then we waited "I knew something wasn't right" bri said I held Selena hand I felt a beat "she's still alive" I said "Selena wake up" I said as put her in the tub little moans were came from her she opened her eyes "Justin you came back"she said "Brianna wanna make peace with you so I brung her but we found you half alive on the floor"I said "I'm sorry" she cried the perametics came and took her to the hospital "she tried to kill her self over you" Brianna said "I know but she's not leaving our side" I said "let me remind you your her obsession" she said we went to the car I called Mandy she was scared we met at the hospital after some mins the doctor came he said that Selena had to be on suicide watch and that she lost the baby "can I see her" I looked Brianna was crying the doctor nodded told Brianna the room Brianna ran to the room I waited with Mandy......