My Dark Thoughts

🌈Beautiful Lies🌈

Your eyes caught mine while we yet still miles apart
You chased after me that night and took my hand in yours
I felt an adventure like no other coming about on
You said the sweetest things, they took me in, every word I believed
You made me think everything I felt was real, everything we shared was real, I could really be special and free
You made me believe that love conquers all.

I fell so deeply for you, love never felt more true, all I wanted was you...

But you took me for a fool, made me blindly fall for you
Take some risks that killed my soul,
Boy, how could you be so cold?
Oh, I loved you to a fault, let you take and have my all.
Break my heart a thousand times,
Lived a lie that stole my smile.
How were you once, so tender and sweet,
But now a savage, a wicked beast.
How could I be so easily deceived and be blinded by all your tricks?

I swore solemnly on my heart, that this would be a love to last, but you've proven to me alas, that things can change so very fast....

Now I see, that we weren't meant to be
No, all of that love was simply unreal
How did I not see that you were a lie
A fantasy, something from my dreams
I know the ending of every one
All my dreams change to nightmares, for sure
I wish that I had noticed earlier
Cut myself from the web and untangled the lies
But it felt so real, I just wanted to believe
That maybe true love could actually be for me
That's why I fell, I fell so hard, but then, reality struck.

All I wanted was you, with that I thought I had it all.

But all you caused me was pain, all you wanted was my shame, now I know why you came, break me, take my heart away....

And so my love story transforms to a myth of despair, proven to be true but only in my head.
Now I'm lost in my nightmares, trapped in a snare
Drowning in a sea of sorrow, would I still say yes if love asked me tomorrow?

I have tasted your beautiful lies, the ones where you asked me 'could you be mine'
Now I'm telling my story, questions in my mind, who taught you all those beautiful lies...

A/N

Yaaay, another update immediately after, feeling proud that my laziness did not win over this time. I'm supposed to be fast asleep a long time ago but really, who still has a sleeping schedule. I never did anyways, smart of me, I know, lol. Anyways, this is my third trial of story poetry or whatever they call it. I hope you like it. I posted the other story poem at _poets_ so you can read it there. I guess this chapter is also dedicated to that amazing community so hey guyzz, here's a special dedication to all those wonderful poets out there. You know I love y'all, right? So, turns out reducing my author's notes won't work out, sorry😅
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