(2 weeks later,after Tim passes)
Davina's POV: I say as I wake up in a room most likely in the compound..... Who am I kidding I am definitely in the compound. I can't believe Tim is gone. I frown as I remember last night I begged him to open his eyes that monster killed him, i'll kill him! Realization crosses my mind just as I think those words killing him would only put me in hotter water ....it would make it impossible to get Thomas back. Just as I think that I hear a small knock on my door before someone steps in I smile softly as I see who it is.
Me:"Thomas?" He doesn't say anything he just walks closer to me and hugs me.
I want you close to me, I want you close, I want you closer.
Thomas:"I'm sorry about Tim vina." Suddenly I burst into tears it's like he was the only one I could trust with these moments I couldn't even cry to Marcel for a second a wash of relief covers me but I let words come out of my subs without thinking.
Me:"he killed him! That lying bastard! He's a monster tommy! I'll kill him for what he did." And just like that Thomas pulls away from me instantly.
Thomas:" i'm sorry about Tim and for Klaus's part in it I'll deal with that with him but I still don't want him dead... regardless of everything he's done he's still a good person he's given me reasons to not trust him that he's giving me reasons to stand by him he's a complicated man.....But Davina person that mostly confuses me is you." I cry at his words as he leaves the slamming the door . How did we get like this?! Who am I kidding it was me ! I keep pushing and pulling.
But when your hear with me, it's hard to tell just what you're After
(Later on )
Thomas's POV:I sigh as I am in the kitchen grabbing a drink when Divina walks in I suddenly think maybe I should skip juice and just head straight to whiskey. Don't get me wrong I still love her I always will but it's hard to tell where I stand with her right now it's not even just the fact of what she's trying to do she's giving me mixed signals I don't know if she wants to be my friend or more I don't know what she wants from me she's just become so much.
Davina:"uhhhh, I was looking for something to eat." I was about to reply when Hayley walked in.
Hayley:" I was just about to make a sandwich I can make you one." Saved by my older sister ! Davina nods her head shyly before walking over to me.
Davina:" hi Miss I'm sorry that you're mad at me and I understand why but not even you can change how I feel or what I think of Klaus I'm sorry but his death is something that is going to happen eventually. If not me somebody will." She whispers into my ear gently as if they were words that meant nothing see this is what I'm talking about ! She wants me holding her close as she grieves her loss friend one second then she screams out what she knows is going to get me riled up she walks in innocently like she means no harm and then she whispers the words again!
You say you want all of me today....but tomorrow's not the same
I don't even reply I kiss Hayley's head gently before downing the cranberry juice I was drinking before grabbing a bottle of whiskey in the glass..... I need to talk to Klaus.
Davina's POV:Ughhh! Why did I do that?!? Hayley whistles in amusement as Thomas stumps out.
Hayley:"wow.... wonder what's got him all riled up." I pout as a bang my head against the counter tile..... I am so stupid!
Me:" I think I did." I groan in agony how do I fix this!? It's not like I can change my feelings or the way my heart feels when I'm around him!
My feelings never change
(That Night)
Thomas's POV: right now I am talking to Rebekah because let's be honest she's the only one I trust talking about my love life!
Rebekah:" you can't keep on sticking up for Klaus when he does dumb things.... but I do understand that it's wrong of Davina to keep on ticking you off knowing what she says hurts you." I'll take a sip of my bourbon before looking up at her again.
Me:" I know that but it's not even just about what she's trying to do ! Davina has been confusing me about her feelings towards me since before this ! At first I thought she just wanted a friend then with the way she started leaning into me I thought maybe she felt the same now it's all discombobulated and I just don't know what she wants from me!" Rebekah frowns softly as she looks up at me in sorrow as I Down my bourbon .
What do you want from me? What do want?
Rebekah:"I know things are bad and complicated between the two of you right now but you need to at least ask her how she feels about you." I give Bekah the" seriously!?" Face. How the heck am I supposed to do that?! Of course I don't feel like I can go to her today considering how things have been between us specifically in this day. But another part of me keeps on saying that I need to know if she feels the same way
Me:" I want to.... but I can't."
I need to know, if this is mutual before I go and get way too involved. I want you bad, can you reciprocate?
Rebekah frowns softly before we both porch other another drink before sipping.
Me:" what would you do if this were Marcel." She chuckled softly at my question before answering honestly.
Rebekah:" honestly? Much like you I wouldn't be able to handle the back-and-forth I would end up giving up and leaving." I found deeply at her words I don't wanna end up doing that that's the last thing I wanna do leaving Davina.... but in a way I already have.... but can I do it permanently?
No, I don't want to have to leave.....But Half Of you'd not enough for me
