🎄be the diamond in my ring(complete)🎄🎄(tharntype/mewgulf)🎄by🎄k.bunny

🎀chap7🎀

🎀be diamond in my ring🎀

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🍒gulf pov🍒

time waits for none and love with no reason knocks on door. i am afraid of love. i dont want to fall for anyone. or perhaps i m not prepare well enough to court anyone. but i salute the heavens who so cleverly throw love from sky to my living room.

after listening the closure of main door of house and start of engine confirmed the departure of mew.i unlocked the door and came out of room.

the mugs were on centre table even the coffee mug given to mew was almost full.and my mug was half due to spill of coffee . but a note was on centre table.

no doubt, mew santiago writing was beautiful.clear and impressive. well i have heard if your write letter and your writing is impressive then half of your purpose to write letter is solved. but the small letter he left for me deals with life of both.

i read the small letter again and again and at the same time numberless questions start to haunt my mind and queries start to dance in front of my eyes like black dots.
yeah black dots appear in front of eyes when something hit the brain.brain root of all problems and problems which make heart trembling and eyes teary with salty stream.

i put the paper back.took mugs to wash but i marked mew mug . and then again made coffee and back to living room to think matter deeply.

placed steamy mug on table and saw the note on which
stance of mew santiago was clear. isnt it strange a business giant who has unlimited choices he is asking me to marry.i have no high elite background like him nor i have business empire like him.what he wants from me actually.

is he really wants this what he said before leaving my house
will he public our relation proudly
how he made his family agree to accept me
what if one day he leave me by saying that i am not able to move with him in his so called high society.
what if keeps our relation secret .date me secretly marry me secretly.then.
what will i do then.

what i will do if he throw me out like throw coffee on getting cold because it is tasteless.

its all my fault i should not request him for interview and as a result i remain save from such haunts.

unanswer questions haunts like ghost unless n until you get answer.but these ghosts are clever they raise new questions because they fall for you and dont want you to fall for anyone.

steam was finally dissolved somewhere . i took the mug and drink the whole mug. coffee was tasteless .or my senses werent agree to respond me.

"mr mew santiago , its better to meet you for these questions because i dont want to be a tissue paper which is thrown without hesitation im trashbin after use.

it was late so i locked my house,went to room to sleep. but i was again surprised on myself that i was still wearing that shirt on which coffee was spilled.i was still wearing the shirt which was cleaned by mew santiago.i was still wearing the shirt which had finger tips of mew.

i unbutton the shirt and throw in washing .and then see myself in mirror.but definiyely i wasnt going to ask mirror who was beautiful on earth. but saw myself scattered in parts those parts which want to trust mew words blindly without hesitation. who was ready to dive in well of love for sake of love putting all insecurities on one side. who was ready to shower in tain of love enjoying the rainbow of dreams, swinging on swing of mew words.but other half was not ready to accept any dreamy world. it was in need of some surity. some trust .in need of worthy trusty faithful deed.

better i take shower and talk to mew when i ll talk dont know..after shower, i went out of room for that note which was on centre table of liv:ng room and then came back in room tuck in bed and started to read it again as i ll get all answers from it or it will help in online chat with mew.
but when i sleep i dont know perhaps fairies of sleep and angel of sleep help me in this.

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🎀mew pov🎀

after listening my proposal, gulf spilled coffee and he ran to wash himself but he locked himself in his room.his behaviour was according to situation.two people who just met few months, one of them suddenly propose, the other will confuse its natural.i left note "take time to think your reply whatever it will be i ll accept. but i was embrassed as well now perhaps i should not propose him directly . my mind was boiling .perhaps i was powerful like hercules who has lifted earth on his shoulders so i gave jerk to whole earth to remove my embrassment or i may know some spell so i remove every thought from gulf mind and he just quickly say yes .
in these jumblimg war of thoughts, i reached home. i moved to my bar.and with bottle of champagne in my hands i stepped to my room.

i sat on my bed and saw my picture with gulf, " i almost live alone from childhood to still today, so i am not in habot to beat around the bush .i say what i think i feel. perhaps my method is wrong but my feelings arenot.perhaps you may have someone in your life but i am alone . totally alone. i wont force you. because its love not business deal which i have to lock no matter what.
i am not good im words but i love you gulf i am ready to prove my words."

the bottle was still in my hands.i put it on night stand.
because i know even i drink all liquor available in cosmos, i wont get drunk at least tonight my senses are betraying me

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drinking the liquor and  talking to moon stars
but eyes still searching for thou beautiful hours

though cool breeze of night seducing various hearts
but no thou aroma who seduce my ailing heart

just waiting silently for the end of hopeless night
so tulip of thou presence brightens my sight

(kbunny)

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thankyou for reading

to be continued
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kbunny