🎄be the diamond in my ring(complete)🎄🎄(tharntype/mewgulf)🎄by🎄k.bunny

🐬chap8🐬

🌊be diamond in my ring🌊

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🐝Mew pov🐝

life was showing its colors. but what the craze of color when your heart is ailing badly. 
after proposing gulf, i was not in position to face myself. 

every attraction in life seems to die gradually. my life was stuck between group and gym.
the more i try to bury all hopes in graveyard of my heart, the more they spring out like spring and urge me to wait for answer.

but heart doesnt know rule of world . almost, a month was going to complete.a month..30 days.how much it was difficult for me to spend each second,each minute. hour ..i know this.. but perhaps the answer is no . so thats why he doesnt find it necessary to tell me.

though blanket of despair and lone surrounded me badly but still i was trying  hard to stay positive. i wanted to cry but no shoulder to absorb my sorrows.

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better to burn all candles of hope
let the darkness of despair rule the hope

though dolphy of ocean insists to collect pearls for you
bracelet them in string of heart thread for you

dusk of sun leads to dawn of moon everyday
lit the candle of hope to see thou arrival everyday

(kbunny)

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but perhaps gulf decide to ease my pain so heavens felt pity on me as well. finally after forty five days, gulf text me

"mew, dine with me tonight at my home.i ll wait for you."

first i thought it just illusion of my eyes but i pinch myself and saw the screen again
gulf really called me at his house.

in a moment every particle of cosmos seems to emit light of hope and pleasure to me. i feel like i am back to life.

the evening was on way. i quickly left my office so to buy some thing before going to gulf house.
i bought fresh white and yellow tulips , chocolate cake, champagne . and in my pocket i had the ring case which had couple rings..i ordered  these customised rings when recovered from accident . and i had them in my pocket when i proposed gulf.  but with hope i put them again today in my pocket..

finally drove to gulf house.my heart was beating faster than leoperd. i was flying higher than eagle..i took the things and press the call button of gulf house..

wearing white shirt and blue jeans, he was looking awesome. perhaps if i had the authority to touch him than definitely i wont let him escape from me so easily.

"what are you seeing, something on my face..hello mr mew santiago, are you here or sleeping with open eyes" gulf said while waving his soft cylinderical finger in front of my face

"sorry sorry " i said and gave him the tulip bouquet .
"for you" i said and entered after him in his house.
"this cake is also for me" he asked with grin..
"yeah for you" i replied
"lets have dinner, it will get cold" gulf said and we both sat on dining table.

vegetable rice, fish curry, salad was on table."i made simple dinner, no idea what you like to eat." gulf said
"what ever you cook i love yo eat " i said..

during dinner we continued little gossip and he continued to fill my plate..then we cleaned table and with mugs of coffee and cake slices, we came to living room.

we both sat on floor cushions .
we ll have to start the convo from somewhere
"gulf i am sorry for last time. i should not propose you abruptly. i am sorry ..please forgive me " i said

"i dont mind your proposal but there are so many insecurities that hover my mind.so i was just surprised that a tycoon proposed layman like me .when you have a lot of choices in front of you.i am an orphan middle class person . so my worries are natural.  you know mew, marriage in your circle means to marry the empires . the people of this so called elite society can spend time with people like us but in end when their hearts are filled they leave us like we have leprosy.neither own us nor our kids..if own the kids then always degrade them . the elders dont accept.so in sich ambiguous situation, anyone like me how can think to say yes.
if there is sincerity in relation then elders throw out their kid and ban all luxuries on him so that kid leave middleclass partner and follow their elder in order to live luxury life again.
how do i believe that you love me? your parents will accept me? you wont leave me.you are not toying with me. mew, i dont want to live a miserable pitiful life..i dont want to be living corpse. i dont want to be news of media. i dont want to cry in day and spend fearful night. i am not capable to atone such life. its better to live alone or die peacefully rather than such situation.
have seen coffee.beans are blend with water or milk so that they both mix up and give strong taste and aroma . i want to live in this pattern witj my partner"  gulf said while tears were streaming from his eyes.

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thankyou for reading
to be continued
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saludos
kbunny