Please dont go

Summer chats

YAY the end of 9th grade. gosh that was a terrible year. I get a text from dan saying i miss talking to you. lets just say me and dan havent talked in a while ever since we apologized to each other. I actually started to believe dan wanted me from me than just making out. But he wouldnt do that to me. Anyway it was late night and i was facebook and Jarod texted me again. Jarod seemed like that kind of guy who I could date in the future. But i know that would never happen, hes probaly not into black girls. "Hey shay" oh Jarod, he is soo cute. "hey jarod hows ur summer." "its good hbu." "good."
He smokes. Omg he smokes, this cant happen. Jarod drinks, smokes, and he likes to party and fuck girls. hes just like Dan. "I have a question." yes jarod what is it. "do u like me?" WHY!! Why do guys always have to ask me that. "why do u ask" oh god that came out wrong. "it was just a question" he says instead of answering him I lie and say i had to go to bed. Oh damn this is gonna be a hard summer