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Laura's pov

I looked out my window and watched has the sunset closed on,
I watched at the end of today as Ethan walked along with the most populars

So easy for him to be one of them , while i was practically begging to be.
I remember when I wanted to get into the squad
Cole and the other guys were okay with it,
Or they probably were pretending to be,
But Gwen was having none of it,
She felt as though I was not fit enough for them
I Dont know why but till today,
She totally stopped talking to me
I peered into the mirror
And gazed upon the reflection given off
I looked down at my collar bone
More like fat skin that Surrounded it

I envied the skinny models with obvious collar bones on the cosmopolitan and other magazines I always go through
I just can't understand the reason why i looked this way,
My tummy protruded like that of a woman who had been pregnant for two months ..
Then my grace was a mess,
It wasn't smooth like the face of other rich well brought up girls
It was fat
Am so fat
So ugly
And fat
So ugly and fat
My thighs could be compared to that of an elephant ,
I thought has I looked at them
I got down for dinner ,  meeting with the rest of the family,,
I noticed we were having turkey and some nice rice and sauce ,
I would so love this
I thought ,
My stomach grumbled
Probably agreeing with me
The last time I had eaten was in the morning
And according to my schedule I was not supposed to eat for another two days
Am so going to regret this,
My mum smiled at me knowingly before handing me some cutlery

'How was school , laura'

'It was great , dad' its so funny that he is asking that because normally he doesn't care I thought shoving my face with turkey

'I received some news today'

'Oohh'' , I sighed , he was going to mention the fact that he will be going for a meeting for next seven months

'From your school'

'My school?', what's the problem?

'Your teacher mentioned that you have not been taking lunch.'