High》ziall

High.16

"Can I come in now Joshie ?" Niall asked after creaking the door open a bit .

" Yeah ." Josh said and Niall smiled weakly making his way to the room . Niall was scared , he was scared he did something wrong and Josh wouldn't want to be his friend anymore .

" Why did you tell me to get out ?" Niall frowned having a seat across from Josh .

" Because .. You don't like me, you're only wanting to kiss me because you're trying to forget about Zayn ."

" N-no , that's not true ."

" Yea it is Niall , he's going to apologize to you and sweep you off your feet like some sort of Prince Charming and then you're just going to forget all about me and you . I'm going to be friend zoned as usual."

" What's Friendzoned ?"

" It's when I have no chance with you , Only thing we could be is friends ."

" Joshie , I-i like kissing you.."

" It's not about that Niall .. Do you even like me at all ?" Josh asked and honestly Niall didn't know a proper answer to that question. He knows he likes kissing him and how nice Josh is to him but he doesn't know if he wants them to ever be boyfriends .

" I don't know .."

" Exactly , you're just using me and that's not okay Niall ."

" Im sorry .." Niall muttered playing with the zipper of his jacket .

" Look , I'll take you home alright ?" Josh said and Nial nodded standing from his seat and following Josh out the house and to his car .

Niall wanted to say something during the car ride but he was scared , he didn't know what to say. If he said the wrong thing him and Josh probably wouldn't be friends anymore .

When they reached his house Niall muttered a bye closing the door behind him to walk in his own house .

Nialls POV

When I went to school the next day Greg dropped me off . I first went to my locker and I saw Josh since his locker is right next to mine .

" Joshie , Im sorry about yesterday ."

" Just .. Forget about it , alright?" Josh said closing him locker and walking past me .
He hardly ignores me or shrugs me off like that .

" Josh , please don't be mad at me ." I said running up to catch up to him .

" I'm not mad .. I'm just hurt." He told me .

" I didn't mean to hurt you , I'm sorry .. I just don't want you to hate me anymore ." I pouted hugging his waist and he laughed .

" Stop , babe I'm not mad at you alright ?" He said and I let go huge smile on my face .

" But If I'm going to be invested in you and this whole crush thing you have to at least tell me I have a chance .. That you like me just a bit , huh ?"

" Promise ." I foolishly said I didn't understand what I was agreeing to , I just knew it meant I could keep kissing Josh and that I wouldn't lose my bestfriend or be alone .. Ive never been good at that .

" Love you Joshie ."

" Love you too , Ni ." He said putting his arm around me as we both walked down the hallway and into first period .

Zayn's POV

By lunch time I was already ready to go home , school without dating Niall is boring and I hate it .

Louis and I walked into the lunch room and got in line to get our lunches .

After we got them we sat down in our spots which sucked for me because I had a view directly pointed to the table Niall and Josh were sitting .

I felt like I was going to throw up seeing , Josh all over Niall. He kept kissing him ,kissing his neck and showing him all the affection that I should be. Overall it makes me feel like our whole relationship was a joke to Niall .

I can't keep going day by day without him I need him back in my life , everything is much worse without him .

They left the lunchroom which I was thankful for .

" Hey , Zayn I was thinking .." Perrie started making her way onto my lap , my hand grazing her hip .
" Maybe we can hang out later? You know .. Just me and you ?"

" Definitely , wait for me by my car at the end of the day ."

Maybe she can help me forget about Niall a little bit . After all I know all she wants from me is sex and I know Ill be distracted for a couple hours with her.

Honestly I've never even weighed out my sexuality . I know I'm in love with Niall but if I get a chance Ill still fuck a girl with no problem when I'm single . I guess I'm bisexual .

At the end of the day when school was over I said bye to Louis and went out to my car where Perrie was sitting on the hood .

" Get in ." I said unlocking the door and she obliged .

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Yay or nay ?

So i hope you like it so much more to come this is only the beginning and I'm excited .

What other character would you like to see in this book ? & what role should they play !

I might use an idea !! With your consent of course xx

Don't fret things will seemingly be looking up soon but then again I always have tricks up my sleeve so drama and surprises along the way are bound to happen just stuck around and see i won't disappoint I promise

Bye bae's xx