"I should've saved him! P! I should've been the one who got shot not him! I have been hurting him ever since this marriage thing happened! It's all because of me! I should've been nice to him like before even when this marriage thing happened" Ming stated as Wayo comforted him "why did you even do that just because of your father" Wayo said while looking at Kit's father who was still looking at Ming shocked after Ming confessed how he was treating Kit. "I was so angry that I thought he also knew why we're getting married... Pa also knew... He also knew this will happen because Kit loves me so much that he can die just for me..." Ming stated. "Ming.." Ming
"You! It's all because of you! If you didn't meet my son! He wouldn't die! He would be alive! He would be here by my side! He was so happy that he met you but in the end! You didn't even treat him right! He put a lot of trust to you and then you'll do that! Be glad he loves you!" Kit's father shouted at Ming after knowing how this marriage contract started.
"I didn't even want to agree! I know why he wanted us to get married but I refused it! But my father force-" "You even let signed it Ming" Ming's father interrupted Him. "If you didn't even want to agree to this, then why did you sign it? Why did you go with the flow? Why did you act such an asshole while he was by your side? Why did you push him Ming?" His father's question made him speechless. Why did he even act such an asshole to Kit. "I did it so he won't get hurt because of me!" Ming shouted. "Useless excuse Ming, You didn't even love him!" Kit's father shouted at Ming.
"If you do love him, You won't even change how you treat Kit in the first place, if you trully love him, the way you look at him and treat him won't change" Ming's father said. "uhm sir.. You said you won't get mad at Ming" Wayo reminded. "How can I not get mad at this?! Him agreeing to this after knowing that HIS FATHER used my son's life to fvcking save the company!" Kit's father shouted.
Kit's father sighed. "You know what Kit was crying every time he visit our home" Kit's father said. "I kept asking him every time I caught him crying" He added. Ming's eyes widened. "I-I'm so sorry sir, I wasn't thinking right at that time" Ming apologized. "I'll forgive you because I can understand some of your reasons.. But I still hate your fvcking dad for using us, I can kill him once he continue this but since you guys are Kit's friends I wouldn't do that" Kit's father said and left.
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"Ming... Eat now please..." Forth pleaded. "P... I'm not int he mood to eat." Ming said. "I'll just leave this here, it's been 3 days since you haven't eat Ming... Kit won't be happy if he knew this..." Forth said as he placed down the food. Ming has been a mess, after what Kit's father had told him.. He can't think straight, he kept blaming himself at what happened to Kit and he's mad at himself because the way he treated Kit after this whole marriage contract.
"Phi.." Ming called Forth. Forth looked at him. "I'm an asshole for treating kit.." Ming said. "Yes you were but when you were about to change Destiny decided to play with you and ruined you chance about changing" Forth said. "I shouldn't have done that in the first place" Ming sighed. "I still don't get it why you did that.. Are you still not gonna eat? It's been days Ming" Beam said as he appeared out of nowhere. Ming shakes his head.
Three days since they've found out Kit didn't survive, he lost a lot of blood. Three days since he kept blaming himself. Three days since Ming kept wishing that he could turn back time and treat Kit normally. Ming looked around hid room. It was him and kit's room ever since they started living with each other. He then saw the cutter next to him. He grabbed it and looked at it. "I should die.. I don't deserve to live after what I've done..." Ming mumbled.
Wayo screamed as he came inside the room. Phana ran to him only to see Wayo looking at Ming who is laying down on the floor-bleeding- the cutter beside him. "He did not.. BEAM!! Call the ambulance now!" Phana shouted
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𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝙼𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 || 𝘑𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘧
RandomIn which Nine keeps having a dream of him being Kit. He remember someone named Ming in his dream and he was a lover of Kit. He also remember getting married to Joong because of their grand parent's wish.
