I have a random thought. I know nobody is going to read this but I have to get this out there because it has been bugging me lately.
If someone actually for real discovered a way into the countryhumans world. Would we know? Like if they made a story here on wattpad, would we just take it as a another fanfiction? I'm just saying.
I'm also thinking of deleting both of the books I have and just be another bystander on wattpad as I have no concept on how to write. Or maybe I'm depressed and sleep deprived on not sleeping for 20+ hours. I have lost count at this point.
Let me know what the few if any people read this think? I mean I can already read the comments just by writing this. "Oh don't delete your book, I like the chapters"
One of the few reasons I am feeling this way, is because I don't see my story going far from where it is right now. I mean Russia tells you what happened and why he is sad at his birthday. Then what? I have been racking my brain trying to come up with ideas. Not only for my main book but for a different book that is focused around RusAme and not a pitiful attempt at a story where Russia falls in love with the reader. So yeah I don't know about this whole wattpad deal anymore. I came back to wattpad to try and be a part of a new community and a new fandom that I very much enjoy. Every single one of you is so talented
Are just a few that while I don't know personally are very cool and awesome people and very talented writers. I have fallen in love with all of your books. They bring me joy and happiness when I read them and I am so glad that I found this fandom. I just don't know if it is the right time to get back into all of this.
I know none of you know this but I was on Wattpad before. I shared a few accounts with one I used to call my lover. Things ended really badly. I never should have told him what my password to my account was, but it is too late now. He took my account and the 120 something followers I had on there. So like I said I don't know if right now is a good time to get back into things so quickly.
To those who actually read this and have gotten this far without leaving. I thank each and everyone of you. For those who read this but skipped to the end just to see the end message or only read this because I tagged you in it. I still thank you. I might be leaving for a while to get my head straight(but not too straight sorry I had too. I can't talk seriously without throwing at least a joke in here somewhere). Just know that while like I said I don't know any of you personally, you have given me the blessing of happiness and joy and I don't get those emotions a lot anymore. So from the bottom of my heart thank you. And not just the writers but to the artists. The animators. And everyone who is in this CountryHumans fandom.
Sincerely,(Possibly for the last time)
Jon
