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First time/confession

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Hi everyone! So sorry on making you wait for this next chapter I just wanted to tell you I was running out off ideas and went through some bad sheet so here. Also REQUESTS are OPEN feel free to give me ideas (if you want) also on my WangXian oneshots.
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In the Jingshi

Wei Wuxian and Lan wangi were sitting together thinking about what just happened and etc when Wei Wuxian suddenly asked.

Wei Wuxian POV:

"Lan Zhan.... Do you think Eva (my sister) missed me too? I mean we both had a short childhood together before we were seperated and......" I stopped to when Lan Zhan put his hand in the air telling me to stop talking, I silently obeyed knowing Lan Zhan probably doesn't want to hear my voice because I've already caused to much trouble.

He then spoke to my surprise a rather long paragraph, " Wei Ying. Don't think like that.. you are amazing.. Ofcourse she missed you,  like you have missed her... Your siblings after all, and siblings never forget each other and their love for one another.."

I stood there silent. No one has ever called me 'amazing' - everyone either despised me or called me annoying.
I thought he must be joking but why would he lie? It's against the rules, right? And he talked this much to try and comfort me.. no one has ever done this before. I'm probably hallucinating then.

As if he read my mind, he spoke a little louder "Wei Ying... You ARE amazing don't let anyone get you down..." To assure me I'm hearing right.

"Lan Zhan..... You- you like me?" I spoke teasingly to change the topic. Lan Zhan just stared at me and turned around, and if you zoom in closer you could see the tip of his ear turned red. I laughed at this and he only glared at me. "Wei Ying, I don't like you..." He spoke, now fully looking towards my direction and serious.

I froze. 'Did I do something wrong is he gonna kill me?' I thought while shivering under this mighty stone board (imagining it has a mustache and a few gray hairs to make me not get scared) "Lan Zhan I was just kidding please don't be mad at me.." To be honest I was a little disappointed. I spoke with my head down and he just frowned at me. "I'm not mad." He spoke I chuckled and finally raised my head.

He took off his headband and gave it to me, I was shocked and a little concerned "Lan Zhan, why did you give me this? Isn't this yours?" I asked while observing his strange actions. "Turn around." He spoke and I obeyed once again. I felt my ribbon becoming coming off and my hair dropped down beside my shoulders. He then tied my hair again and I was confused. I turned around facing Lan Zhan and smiled.

I noticed something white on my hair, I realized it was his ribbon! I was clueless. "Lan Zhan! Why did you give me your forehead ribbon? Isn't it yours?" I asked again. He nodded and said " Wei Ying you look beautiful in it. :)" He said while smiling I was shocked, so shocked my wig nearly flew off and I don't even have one! "You said you didn't like me" I laughed.

"I don't like you. I love you.. this ribbon is sacred and only our significant other can touch it.." He spoke now his blush is showing and his expression softer and loving.

I was speachless for the 10000000th time. But I will accept his confession! I didn't really think about my love life. Or about myself, ever. Now that I think about it, he was the only one who has never left me.. and he was the only one willing to wait 13 years for me... I loved him too? Yes. This isn't a question but rather a fact. I love Lan Zhan.

"I love you too.." I spoke showing him a dazzling smile that forced Lan Zhan to blush more before embracing me into a tight hug and whispered "I love you more..."

AHHH this is so cuteeeeeeeeeeee I'm sorry if this is a bit short but yeah. I feel like this chapter is no way related to the story or something idk but I wanted to write it's so yeah!